Layhwee

2009-10-12T03:05:00.000-07:00

Miss him lots and lots...
It been so long since I last blog...
Time passes fast with him around me, but time passes slow without him around me...
Will two years pass in a blink...

2009-03-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

Day 1(25th March)
Set off to Taiwan... Reached Taiwan about 6 plus. And took the freego bus to go to our hostel. Spend sometime to find the hostel. And there was this bunch of guys from Singapore also, that checked in together with us. And amazing we saw them quite a few times in our trip. So coincidence... For the first time, I do not know why, I do not feel scared at all. Maybe because I got Jo and Ah tian with me ba. And excitement have covered all the fear that I felt.

Our luggages

Day 2 (26th March)
It is Jo's birthday. Hope she liked the birthday present that we gave her... Went to wulai for hotspring.

Day 3 (27th March)
Went to Yamingshan in the morning. At night went to shilin night market.

Day 4 (28th March)

Stayed in Ximending area to shop and went to ZhongXiao Fuxing there to shop for a while. And thanks gals for making you all to walk so long to find my Jay shop but in the end did not find it. People there also do not know where is his shop. =.=' Went to Raohe night market and wufenpu in the night. It was raining that day...

Me with the apple...

Day 5 (1st Match)
Went to Danshui. It is very cold that day... Shop a lot. Thanks Jo and Tian for the shoe they bought for me. Went to Taipei Hwahsi Tourist Night Market. Nothing much there...

The tall ice-cream...

The bunch of us. And ah tian (the photographer)

Day 6 (2nd March)
We went to Taipei 101. And went to Taipei Railway Station, to buy out train tickets to hualian tomorrow morning. And went to Shilin Night Market. And we saw the batch of guys from Singapore again at Taipei 101 and Taipei Railway Station. Omg...

Day 7 (3rd March)
Went to take train in the morning to go to Taroko National Park. It is really a beautiful place... And we saw the batch of guys again, unbelievable, so far, we also get to meet each other...

Beautiful

Day 8 (4th March)
Thanks them for the birthday song when I entered the room. It was surprise. But sorry that I cut off the birthday song half way. Hehe... Went to a lots of places today... Went to Yeliu, Keelung and Jiufen. Shall not describe in details. Yeliu is a natural heritage area, where get to see kind of natural rock formation. Jiufen is a area of kind of like old streets. And lastly thanks all for the birthday wishes... I have grown older...

Me with the card they gave in our room.

Yeliu

Ah Tian with the rock that is called queen of head.

Jiufen

Old street

Day 9 (5th March)
We went to Leefoo themepark. I did not play a lot as I was scared. HAHA... 7 of us, did a group t-shirt as a memory. The person who make the T-shirt was nice as she had closed the shop already, but she switched on the machine again and helped us to do the T-shirt. And she gave us keychain for free. And we were the last to leave the themepark.
At night, we went to eat the world soya bean king (direct translate from chinese), but the soya bean got the burn smell. So digusting. Maybe the soya bean is suppose to taste that way. HAHA.. And we gave yeepeng a suprise in the night as a early birthday celebration.

Ticket to Leefoo Themepark.

Eating soya bean, and others...

Day 10 (6th March)
Last day, home sweet home. Went to do my manicure in the morning. Where the two of them, wanted to help me scratch my nails off. Scary... Luckily they did not...

Really thanks a lot to Jo and Tian for taking care of me during the Taiwan Trip. Really have lots of fun. Feel like going back there again... Miss there... Miss the weather over there.

2008-11-18T08:53:00.000-08:00

Title: Updating...
Sorry for not updating my blog, I have been very lazy updating my blog. Hehe...
This is going to be the fifth week of my PRCP attachment. I know it not easy for anyone of us. It got so many stuff for us to learn. But let all jia you bai... Sometimes it just so xin ku, but I am glad I pull through it. Got 8 more weeks to go. Hope I can get my nursing license. Haha...
Sorry gals for not meeting up this week, we shall meet up next week. So u all next week when free, must tell me hor...
Anyway everybody do take care... :D

2008-10-17T07:13:00.000-07:00

Title: I dream...
I dream of the day I leave Singapore. Sorry to say I really have no intention to stay in Singapore when I grow up. I really want to migrate. But there seem to be a dream that is seem so far off...

2008-10-12T01:28:00.000-07:00

Title: Tidying...

Have been tidying my stuffs today... Cleaning my stuff and packing my stuff... Taking a rest now but gonna continue later... While packing my stuff saw a lots of stuff that can bring back lots of memories... And saw a lot of mickey mouse stuffs and I took them out from the box and I took a picture. Lame right. But never mind. So that picture is just part of my mickey collection. I also do not know why I like mickey so much sia. But ppl do not get me any mickey stuff cuz I will kill you cuz I hav lots already and I am old enough already. Ah ma, saw the brown cushion a not, is you who give me de... HAHA... Okay, end of my sudden post of this kind of thing... Lame...

2008-10-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

Mei, me, sze han, ah tian...
Ang Jenna, anwen, julien, valen...

Title: With them... :D
Thursday went to buffet outing with them. Ziqin never join us. Jo join us after eating. It was really fun chatting with them, chatting about anything and really have lots of fun. Went shopping after that but did not stay with them until at night as I meeting val, yee huay and wen ting for dinner. :D Anyway I really have lots of fun disturbing jenna, haha... Forgive me Jenna... Haha... Met up with 3 of them at night, after eating, went to esplanade to sit down and chat chat. Chat a lot, hope we can still find some other time to sit down often to chat chat... :D Take care everyone...

2008-09-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

Before we set off to the F1... Busy talking, n taking pictures...
The usual us, me, ang jenna, bing, julien, anwen and ah tian...
At there...
Night time...
I and Eunice (my partner for friday)...
End of the day... Exhausted us...
Start of the second day... At sch...
Us at the shelther... Hot weather...
End of the second day...

Title: F1 race
Sorry people for not updating my blog. Gonna blog this entry just short and sweet. Went to F1 this friday and saturday to be first aider. It was fun but it was tiring too. The sun was so hot... The sound is so loud, gonna be deaf soon. But we count ourself to be lucky to be able to watch the race as the tickets are ex. Overall fun but tiring. Take care ppl. :D

2008-09-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

There seem to be endless things for me to learn. Making mistakes again and again, just make me feel so demoralising. I know we as students will definitely make mistakes. But I just want myself to reduce my mistakes. I may be a prefectionist that cause myself to be unable to take it when I myself make mistakes. All I can tell myself is that I have to treat this as a learning process. It just two patients, and I get so stress and nervous. LH, you got more to learn, jia you!

2008-09-09T06:55:00.001-07:00

You should know your own capability. So incompetence. Hate myself for being so incompetence. Seriously I do not know what have gone wrong, but all I can tell myself is this is not going to do you any good. Lh, please kindly buck up. Remember, the purpose of you joining this line. Grrrrrr....

2008-08-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry gals for not updating my blog, and take note hor, I never go PT hor. If got, go with who sia. U all are so lol... Anyway gals, your holiday have begin, so you all must enjoy to the fullest hor... Anyway see ya, this sunday... :D Miss everyone of u all...

2008-08-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

Our trip to the night safari on 20-08-2008. :D

Excited us...

Bing, Tian and Jo

Waiting for the show to begin...

Happy us...

Family picture... 2 mama, one ah ma and one kid...

This picture... Hahaha...

Bing jump for the plane...

Our trip gonna come to an end...

Just four of us...

With the crocodile...

Lao jo and me...

20-08-2008. Thanks people for giving me so much fun that day. Really have an enjoyable day. We are like small kids that day, so excited. I will remember this trip de people. Attachment starting soon, I know all of us have the same feeling of not wanting to go for attachment. But lets just look ahead bai, anyting just remember each of us are here for each other... Jia you people... I will miss everyone of u de...

2008-07-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

Title: Everything is piling up...
Things to be done
1) CT mel quiz
2) NURM mel quiz
3) Compiling of my WPD project that weigh 40% (that mean hav to do a good job) (But I still cant find the video for my part)
4) NS5 project that is due next week.
5) Preparation of my NSL practical for next week
6) My CT individual assignment that weigh 40% (Which I have only started a bit, but gonna due in 2 weeks time)
7) My research project is the most that is giving me a headache. Our teacher in charge is on leave, our graphs of our result is out, but we do not know how to analyse, finding other teachers to help us, do not know what to do now sia, and it gonna due soon also)
Hope everything will be over soon bai...

2008-07-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

Title: Lh, ming bai le...
Thanks for letting me to know what is going on. Although it better off, if u gals have not told me and the situation may not have went so worst. But I really want to know what have went wrong of me, so if u all have not told me, I will still be the same. It very hurting when I saw the message, I did not know that how you think of me. But I did not mean to just reject u all and say No and hack care. Sorry that I have hurt anyone of you in a way of another. Lh, is really wrong. Those tears have woke me up, just wanna say although how busy I am. If anyone of you, have any troubles, I will always be there de. My hp is on 24 hours. A person life is busy, but there does not mean no contact, forget u all. Sorry if I have make anyone of you feel that I am one who when free then will go and find you. I have to admit, I am too obsessed in my work, that I forget everything that evolving around me. I will definitely find time out with you all de, no more rejection from Lh le... But everything gonna be alright, right people? We are still the same as usual. Right?

2008-07-13T11:09:00.000-07:00

Title: 13 July 2008
Afternoon went to my auntie's son first year birthday party. Evening, went to my brother graduation. Happy for him that he have graduated. When is my turn to get my degree? I wonder... Went to Imm to eat as a family. Like the feeling of eating as a family... :D Reached home about 8 plus, went to take a nap and woke up at 9 plus and did my work... Until now, finished my work and have the time to blog. Sorry people for not updating my blog. But I am here now, blogging. We shall meet up real soon, miss my sisters...

Title: 12 July 2008
Stayed at home whole day to rushed my individual assignment. A boring day...

2008-07-13T10:29:00.000-07:00

Julien and Bdae girl... 10 july 2008

Julien and me...

We at secret receipe

At Taman Sri Tebrau Hawkers Centre in Malaysia...

Dragonfruit jUice... :D

Our finish food... :D

Title: 10 July 2008 (Thursday)
Ah tian's bdae!!! Is the same day as our class outing. Lesson was supposed to be until 6pm. But our teacher or called it mentor cancel the lesson and bought us to Johor for our class outing. First time class outing at Johor, since we do not want to have any bbq outing or buffet outing. And teacher suggested Johor, so we went.
We divided into 4 cabs and went to Jusco. We ate secret receipe for our lunch. Ms Kylie, our mentor bought a big cake with 12 candles on it, and treat it as celebrating all of our birthday at once. So nice of her. The chocolate banana cake was nice... :D Then went to city square, and shop... After that went to a market to eat seafoods, it was nice... A very nice outing with them man... Reached home about 1o plus and slept at 2 plus because of preparing wan tian special birthday present and was preparing my presentation on friday.

Title: 9 July 2008 (Wednesday)
Lesson until 6pm. Skip lesson from 4pm to 6pm although it was a compulsory lesson as I was too tired. Thanks valen for helping me to do the questions in class although I was not present in lecture. Saw ah ma and val and yh... Long time no see u all le...

Title: 7 July 2008 (Tuesday)
After school, met up with kh and went to collect photos and buy the album to prepare for ah tian's bdae present... Hope she will like it... Thanks kh for acc me to eat...

Title: 5 July 2008(Saturaday)
Went to celebrate ah tian's bdae in advance. Hope she enjoy her day with us... :D

2008-06-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

Title: It happen again...
Everything was going smoothly this morning, went to our space and sat down and play monoploy. Really have lots of fun. At that moment, all my stress was all gone. But this does not last long. Went for NSL lesson, teacher told us that our class have the majority percentage of failure for theory paper. Somehow I am mentally prepared for the worst. She shown us the result. I saw my marks. The first word that came out of my mouth was "Fuck". Then I started telling myself, is okay. Is okay to fail. I can take it. But this really does not work well. The feeling was not good at all. I called yee huay and she came down and accompany me. I know is okay to fail. But this three years, I have never fail before. It been so long, and this happen again. Is like falling from a high building. And the next moment, I am died. But keep telling myself, life still have to go on. Look at the brighter side. But inside me is really... I cant believe that I actually failed, teacher is disappointed. I am disappointed in myself too. NS5 got a Dt... Is either a fail or a Dt result...
Tmr is our video presentation, stay in school until 11pm plus with ziqin and wan tian to edit it. Thanks ah ma for staying too... I really hope tmr everything will go well... I cant afford to have another blow anymore...

2008-06-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

Chia and val... :D

Wen ting n chia... :D

Me and chia... :D

Alvin wif his cake...

Birthday boy.. :D

Title: Alvin chia de bdae...
First time clebrating alvin chia de birthday. Know him for about six years and this is the few time we are celebrating with him. Met up with val, kh n yx to buy his present first in the afternoon then went to watch ag concert in the evening. We went marina square after that to eat our dinner. Not gonna blog very detail of what happened cuz think ah ma n val will blog also bai.. HAHA... Hope tt alvin hav a nice time with us and hope you like the present that we bought for you. :D

2008-06-10T09:21:00.000-07:00

Title: The 4 of us...
Today went to watch Sex And The City with ah ma, val, kh. Yh did not join us because she got something on. Watching this show, make me envy the four girls in the show. I admired the kind of relationship that they have. There was a scene, when the groom run off, and the bride was so sad. And when the bride came down the car to scold the groom. After that the bride buried her face in her friend arms. I saw the eyes of her friends staring at the groom. I do not know how to describe the feeling. But it like your friends will know how bad you are feeling when you are down, and be there for you. This kind of feeling is very heartwarming. Friends are hard to come, it god fate that we actually met each other and became close friends. So I wish that our relationship of four of us will stay forever close like in the past. I told ah ma that I would want the 3 of u to be my bridemaid when I get marry. Hope that is this day to come...
I treasure the three of you as close as it is to my heart. "30 years down the road, I hope we will be the 4 still like before"

2008-06-09T07:11:00.001-07:00

Title: Holidays begin...
Holiday have started. I got endless list of movie shows that I want to watch. I want to watch Kung fu Panda, Sex And The City, The Chronicles of Narnia, Incredible Hulks, You don't mess with Zohan, Hancock. Hancock have to wait until july then will show. I feel like watching everyshow on list... HAHA... I think this is the only holiday left for me to enjoy, when school reopen. I have to start again, and semester will end soon. And there come my PRCP. The one that I fear most.
Now I do not want to care so much, I want to enjoy my holiday. But in the meanwhile, still have to do my project... Enjoy holiday everybody!!!!!!!

2008-06-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

Title: Common test over!!!!!!
Finally common test is over... The 4 paper is okay bai except for one. Can pass, I very happy le. Hahaha...
I change my blogskin, find this blogskin very simple. That why I chose to use this. Went back to see my entry for secondary school, cant help but thinking why did I think that way that time. Find it sometimes very childish and immature. Actually I am a person who is not very good, can really give people attitude. Although that person may not have offend me. What people say can influence me badly. And in turn, I will be influence by that person. Chatted with wan tian for very long on the phone. Talked about a lots of things... Feel kind of quilty that I should not have said that in year 2, when I am the same class as you all. I did not mean it seriously. Very sorry... I know you all did not take it to heart. A lot of things going through my mind now... Proceed or terminate???

2008-06-01T05:08:00.000-07:00

Title: Headache...
Study study study... So sian... I having a terrible headache now, do not know how to continue studying sia... I have been slacking quite a bit this few days, addicted to my psp game... Haha... I will try to control de...
Anyway my mood quite bad this week, so do stay away from me. A bit of thing can actually piss me off... I do not want to shot people off...
Thursday please come quickly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-22T20:08:00.000-07:00

Title: Shagged...
.................................................................................................................. I think it has been a really long time since I last time really smile from the deep of my heart. I have not enjoyed myself like for very long. Everyday is work, work and work. Endless tasks for me to do. Like never ending... Am I stressing myself? I know that in life, everybody will be sick of the thing that they are doing. But I am really shagged. Sometimes I really feel like doin something... But I know that not the way to solve problems and life is precious... Nxt week is practical test, the one that I feared every semester. I really hope that I can do well. I will try my very best to do well in this practical test. All I can tell myself is, "I can perform well de"...

2008-05-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

Title: I am worried...
Today seeing you crying out out of a sudden, really make my heart sink to the bottom. I really feel like crying with you. I know you have been bearing and enduring it for very long. And you finally burst out. I have never been into your shoe, so I do not really know how do you feel. But just know, we all will be here for you. I am seriously very worried about you. Girl, you have to be strong, I know this is tough. I will be here whenever you need me. Just remember.... Julien, did not know that you was so down for the past few weeks, until you told me today. But glad that you are feeling better. My ears are here hor... Seriously, do not do anything silly. Okay?
"I just hope that you gals are alright"

2008-05-16T09:41:00.000-07:00

Title: How can I accept it?
One thing is not settle, and another problem came out. Why is this semester like that? Can anybody answer my question... Sorry ah ma, today give you a fright again when I called you. I was really holding it for very long, hearing your voice. Actually let me burst out again. Sorry to make you worry. Did not want to bother anybody about my problems, as I know you all are stress too. Was very moody for the whole day, partly was because of that particular problem. Thanks people for asking me what happened. Thanks Joseph for asking me, did not realise that you will notice about it. I would rather I have know nothing from the start. If I have not care about you, I will not go about thinking. It is hard for me to accept, please give me some time. Everything seem to be not going smoothly for me. All I can tell myself is to let go, and not let things bother about me. I do not have the energy anymore to care about this thing. I am tired. And I will burst sooner or later. I really feel like...
Sorry people for this emo entry. Please just ignore this entry and not asked me any questions. I hope I can wake up tmr, and forget everything that have happened.

2008-05-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

This thing happen, another thing happen and another thing happen again...
Sry I was too obsess by my own problems, I did not have the time to find you and talk with you. Can we find a time and talk??? You all are precious to me, seeing you all having problems. Make me worry. How I hope nope of you have problems and be the usual us...
So much things happen within a few weeks... Seeing ah ma drink until like that, I am angry and worried at the same time. Do you know that?
How I wish I can be back to the time when I was 16...

2008-05-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

At vivo, waiting for valen... Lao mei n me.. :D

Lao Mei n Jenna...

Valen and I...

Our small manjong on the mat... Look cute...

Bing and elliott...

Elliott with her wipes... hahaha...

On our way hm on the tram... Valen, elliott, ah bing and ah Jo...

Me, Mei, Jenna and ah tian...

Title: Trip to Sentosa
They have been planning this trip since that day at Clinical Trial module lecture. The lecture was boring, so bing n jo was discussing on it. Planning what to bring and what to make... Our main purpose is to actually picnic. Nice man...
On Fri, they went to buy the ingredients. I did not join them as I was meeting wen ting to watch my iron man. So they are the core organizer, while I slacking behind.. HAHA... Sry ppl...
Saturaday came!!!! I woke up at 8am, damn tired. But no choose, have to wake up. So went to meet them at Harbour Front. Waited for Valen for a while as I think that she was also not feeling that well. So who came? Bing, Jo, Tian, Mei, Jenna, Eillott, Valen and me.
Reached Sentosa about 12 plus bai.
We putted our mats and we sat down and EAT!!! Thanks to Eillott, she prepared mashed potatos (which was damn nice), mashed eggs and some others. And credit also go to Bing and Jenna. Jenna prepare spaggetti (nice too)... :D Bing's brought hotdogs, bread and... Not forgetting Bing's de ice water... And we have tibits, cheesecakes, chocolate... We brought a lot of foods... After eating, we started playing UNO. Was funny while playing. U all know what I mean, with the plate passing around... Next activity, Jo, Mei and Jenna, went for swimming. And the rest of us played manjong, they taught me how to play. The manjong was so small... And they was saying beginner, will have beginner luck and keep winning. But I did not even win at least once... SAD!!! Eillott was resting aside while we played. We waited quite long for the rest to come back. And I got tanned which I did not want because of the stupid sun moving around. When they came back, we packed our stuff and here we go- Home sweet home...
*Really have a lots of fun with everyone of you.... And thanks for everyone of ur effort to prepare and plan... Love you all... *

2008-04-27T05:07:00.000-07:00

Title: Slacking day...
Today have been slacking at home like nobody business... Eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping again. It is good to slack. But when I do not have anything to do, my mind will start to think about stuffs again. Just went to see my nursing senior profile, they are all staff nurses now. Can I see my future like that also? I am worried. Even how well, you score in school, GPA high. But what the point? I know how I do in clinical attachment. But I am still worried. I am a slow learner. What if, initially I have not choosen this path? Where am I now? University? Next year, this time, where will I be? In the ward? I will definitely try my best to perform well in clinical as I am bonded.
Hope my birthday wish this year will come true bai. All I can tell myself is, I can do it. No matter how tough it is gonna be, I believe I can pull through. I may not excel like others, but at least I tried.

2008-04-21T06:03:00.000-07:00

Ziqin, Ang Jenna, Me and mei mei... :D

Elliott, bing, jo, tian, me, Ang Jenna, mei, ziqin and valen...

At Crystal Jade... :D

Title: Jenna's birthday celebration
Today went out with my them to celebrate in advance Ang Jenna's birthday. Hope that she have a lots of fun with us. We all bought Briken Stock slippers for her... :D I myself feel like buying one also, but must control... Went to eat Crystal Jade... Nice food... Still thinking of wed, wat should I do for her in special...

2008-04-17T06:25:00.001-07:00

I do not know what I am thinking... Can somebody clear all those stuff from my mind... Is this what I want? My mind keep thinking and thinking for no reasons. Everything change out of a sudden... I am not getting used to it... Why let me get use to it initially and now eveything change again... Thanks Joseph for asking how was it... Layhwee, just let go, and you will be alright...

2008-04-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

Title: All I can say is sorry...
I have been avoiding sia. It is obvious... I am really sorry. Everything happen too fast. It really did scare me. I feel that I am doing stuff that will let people misunderstand. I am sorry... I am sorry... Val say take my time bai... It is really uncomfortable man... Y me? Y me? I am truely sorry to behave in this way man...

2008-04-15T05:09:00.000-07:00

Title: 2nd day of school reopen...
It is still the 2nd day of school, I already can feel the stress coming in. WTH... I feel that all our lecturer are stressing us. Telling us the mistakes that our senior make during attachment, really scared me. I scare that when I am out there, I will also make the mistakes... I do not want to make mistakes that will harm my patient. Everytime thinking of the things make me wonder again, why am I in this course. Why do I like it so much? All I can tell myself, is to work hard this semester.

2008-04-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

Title: 3 weeks of attachment...
I am back to posting my blog. This 3 weeks was really very tiring for me. Standing for long hours about 8 hours each day, everyday is so busy. Walking here and there. It is really like free sliming. I am gonna be skeleton liao. Really very worried that I will not be scoring well as I make like endless mistakes, but guess what my teacher gave me a good marks. Was really shocked when I saw the marks. Did not really think that I deserve the marks. A lots of things happen, and I believe I really learn a lot during this attachment. People picked my mistakes endless times, really demolishing at times, and thanks ah tian for being there. And being together with a new bunch of friends is good. Get to really know them. Glad that I am in this group this time round. Get to know elliott more.... :D haha... Overall, good attachment experience. :D
Now is back to holiday. I left with one more week of holiday to go, gonna enjoy it with all my strength. And will be prepared for my final year. Genting, I am coming. Really glad to go with everyone of you... And next week, anticipating the sushi trip with ah tian they all and gonna learn swimming from ANG JENNA... haha...
Okay, gonna end my post here. Enjoy our precious one week of holiday everyone. :D

2008-03-05T04:52:00.000-08:00

4 of us. :D

Yee huay and valerie with the food.

I and wen ting...

Wondering what we are doin in those pictures.. Secrets..

Aunty huay with...

I with my Jay Chou...

Ah ma holding waterhorse's hand...

Val with her basketball...

4th March 2008, my 19th birthday.
Today was celebrated with my three beloved friends (Ah ma, aunty huay and val). Went to eat sushi as I was the one who wanted to eat but did not eat much. Haha... Took really a lots of pictures. Not gonna describe in details because I lazy. Kian Huat joined us after that, thanks for coming. Enjoyed beating him. Oops... :D Yee huay was suprised by your big sweet. Thanks babe...
Thanks all those who have wished me happy birthday. Ah ma next year must wish earlier hor. Val, you are forgiven because you doing project. :D I was disappointed that Meng did not wish me, waited whole day for it, guess she have forgot about it bai. Nvm la...
To my 3 girls: Thanks for being there when I need you gals, year 3 will be gonna be a tough year for all of us as it is the final year. But do not worry, we will be there for each other. Isn't it? Loves you gal a lot...

2008-03-03T09:07:00.000-08:00

Title: First week of holiday...
Gonna summarise in short what happen this week as I am really too lazy to blog.. haha... On mon, went out with mother..
On Tuesay, went to celebrate lao jo's birthday. Really hoped that she enjoyed a lot... :D On wed, I forget what I did... I remember went to jp with val and ah ma... Haha... On thursday, went to gym with ah ma and val. Did not sweat a lot cause did not exercise much.. haha... On friday, went to swimming at je(Did not swim, play water only because do not know how to swim, do not laugh people). WAS FUN!!! Thanks ah ma and val for holding my hand like small girl when we went a bit deeper as the wave came. It good to be dark dark.. Hehe... Yh, nxt time we four go together.. okay?
Sat, was the big big day for val. Really very happy that you are so happy on that day because of the suprise. :D And ah ma and me on that day act as drunker, face red red.. Fun fun...
That what I did for the week in short... :D

2008-01-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

Title: I am fine now...
This few days did not went smoothly for me... Inside of me is struggling hard to fight the fear. Was super moody. Monday class started at 1pm, went to school. Saw valerie outside my tutorial room. The moment I saw her, I know I will cried out. Maybe because you gals are so close to me and the moment I saw you gals, I break down. Sorry val, to give you a fright. Was shocked when I heard that you broke up with him. He is a bastard. You will find a better guy, do not worry. Wipe my tears and went to tutorial class. Knowing that my eyes are still a bit red. I was very quiet for the lesson, trying hard to control my tears. I do not want to cry in front of my poly friends. Tutorial ended early... The moment I called Ah ma, I cried again... This time round was even worst... Sry again ah ma to give you a fright. But deep inside me, I am really afraid. I want to be a nurse. I do not want because of my hand, that I cant be a nurse. Thanks wan tian to be there... I do not want to tell too many people about what happen to me. As I think that it is not necessary to tell so many people about it. Went to see western doctor, she told me that is a trigger finger. The tendon in my finger just snap. So will have difficulty moving my that finger to make it straight. She gave me anti-inflammatory drugs to eat first. If it is not getting any better, then will have to inject steriods into my joint space. If that doesn't help too, then have to go for Op. I asked my lecturer who is a doctor, said that it is not going to affect my career. That good... So I am really fine this few days.. It gonna take time for my finger to heal and have to change the way I hold my pen so as to avoid straining my that injured finger...
Ps: Really thanks val, ah ma, yh to be there for me.. Also ah tian and jenna... Thanks a lot ppl...

2008-01-26T06:22:00.000-08:00

This post will be the first post of year 2008. This post is a sad post... So many things happen within one week to my friends and me. Two of my friends family member passed away. My middle finger is getting more pain. Went to see chinese's doctor today then she said that is arthritis and because of stiffness of the joint that why result in this... How can that happen to me? People get that when they are older? Will it affect my career? I am bonded somemore and it is my dominant hand. The person said that nurses do get this sometimes. Next week practical, the examiner is... Will I fail? I definitely will try my best to pass but I have to face the fear that I will meet during practical... Let everything be fine... Pls...

2007-12-27T05:57:00.000-08:00

Title: ...
Never knew that he will be gone but it was predicted. I should have expected that I will face death of people in my career field. In year 1, never face this before. I always hopethat I will not have to face this experience. But that not very possible...
Christmas day, I was having holiday. On 26th, went back to work. I walked into the ward and told a look at my in charge cubicle. He is not on bed, the bed is occupied by another patient. My heart skipped a beat, I was in a dazed for maybe one second. I told Hai Ling, I am afraid. Went to asked yi lok, what happened. He is gone. Upon hearing, I hold on to my tears... I saw Yee peng, I cried... I do not wish to experience this. I am glad that I did not work morning shift that day, or else I think I will burst into crying upon seeing him being pushed out.
Like what yee huay said, maybe it is a relieve for him bai. Seeing him suffering, maybe he is in the heaven happily... I knew I will have to face more in the future.
Layhwee, wipe your tears and be brave. You will get use to it...

2007-12-23T04:54:00.000-08:00

Title: Christmas celebration with them... :D
Went out with Ang Jenna, Ah Bing, Ah Tian, Ah Jo and Ah mei...
It was so fun and super fun man...
Went to New York and makan. Jo came late as she overslept, think that she was too tired as she got attachment yesterday also. We ordered our food and ate, super hungry... So ate like no bodybusy... Haha... Felt that we are really making a lot of noise, luckily we are sitting in the cabin like place to eat... :D
Waited for Jo to come. Then it was EXCHANGE CHRISTMAS GIFT TIME!!!! Super excited...
Bing's present was the biggest. Thinking what is it... We draw logs...
Jenna got Wan Tian's present which was like a lotion thingy.
Wan Tian got Jenna's present which was a Mug.
Hui bing got Jo's present which was a box of chocolate and alcohol.
Ah mei got mine present which was a Nike water bottle.
Ah Jo got ah mei's present which was a necklace.. Nice...
I got Hui Bing's present which was the biggest... HEHE... It was a drawer for me to put things. Was shocked when I received it as I never receive this kind of gift before. But like it a lot, cuz I can put things inside... Hehe..
When we exchange the present, we really make a lot of noise... :D
Went to Suntec to walk walk for a while then went home because I next day got attachment, ah mei got another party, Ang Jenna sick...
But thanks to them, I really have a lot of fun... Thanks every single of you... Muacks... :D
Will uploaded the photos when I got them.. :D

2007-12-07T09:33:00.000-08:00

It has really been a long time since I last blog. Now is already 1.42am and I am still here blogging. At first planning to go and sleep but went to saw wen ting's blog. And knew what happen to u and pei pei they all. Did not know exactly what happen. But have to say one or two bad things will always happen between friends. Isn't it? Remember during primary school, always like to be angry with Weiqi for no reason, being so childish. As I go to Secondary School, I told myself not to be like primary school, always angry with friends for no reasons. Friendship... What exactly is that? I have no idea. Why think so much...
When you quarrel with ur friends, unhappy with them... There must be one of you taking the initial step out and say sorry. Friendship do get stronger after that.
There are so many millions of people in the world. Getting to know the friends around you may be fate bai. Remember we must treasure them...

2007-11-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

Title: Practical...
Today was my practical test and it was at 4pm which is like so late. Cuz I start lesson at 8am, so my day was long. I was the last one to be tested so I have to wait until 5pm plus... From the morning, I keep having stomachache but the shit is not coming out. Yumei they all went for the practical first as they start at 3pm. We went at 4pm. I was the last one to be left at the waiting room, I do not like the feeling... Making me more nervous and nervous... Yee peng they all came out and heard them saying they did well... Thought that the examiner was nice. But the feeling she gave me was not nice at all. I was the last one, she like kind of hurrying me. Making me forget a few steps. I just think that I did not do well this time round and my feeling is always right. I did a lot of stupid mistakes. But I count myself lucky that I did not get the other group examiner. OR else I will fail also. Just now called valen and ziqin, hope that they are alright....

2007-11-13T06:46:00.000-08:00

Title: Heart tear apart...
Week started off with so many unhappy things... Presentation today, teacher keep asking questions non-stop. What will you feel if you are the one down there presenting? The longest presentation of the class... One or two classmates giving the kind of blur look and shaking head. Making teacher asking us more... I feel so sour in my heart... Y are they like that? If I am the one down there presenting, I will just be a slient listener. Down there listening to the presentation. Tinkng of what happen in the presentation, make me so sad... Y am I so emotional... I hate myself being like that... Yesterday messaging jospeph, making me feel so bad... I did not mean to hurt him or what... More and more things making my heart more and more sour....

2007-11-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

Title: hmm...
The previous post was posted in a fit of anger and sadness... So a lot of things written in there is purely my way of nagging... Ah ma, my group members gt help me to do things, everyone of us did our part... But just that something happen in between... Anyway thanks a lot ah ma and remember my chocolate.. :D

2007-11-10T22:02:00.000-08:00

Title: Stresssss....
I am simply too stressed up man... I hate this semester terribly...
Project, I am always the one to edit on this and make sure everything is going smoothly... I am tired of it!!! Sending me stuffs at the last minute like evening, to edit on it... It is too last minute for me... I do not like ppl to send me things at the last last minute... Leader also do not know whether report need to be hand in by when... I do not want to be the one always helping u gals to find out things... U are stress... Everybody is stress... U breakdown, I will breakdown too...
In sch, I pretend not to have a stress look on my face. But inside me is really struggling like hell... I miss ting ma, yh u all... Only u gals will notice that I am not alright even with a alright on my face... :( Really feel like crying man... Y am I in this course initially!!!!

2007-10-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

Title: Agitated...
Really feeling so agitated now... At first was like not thinking of the attachment thingy, then because of what that person said to me. Make me think until now. Wen ting, you get what I am saying bai... I do not know why she want to say like that to me, did I offend her? Maybe that was a causal remark that I took it too hard. I am one who will think a lot... I told wen ting about it... You are so funny... You said asked the person to go to hell la. Feeling so fan now... Cuz went to find teacher but she was not in. If really cant change, also never mind la. Cuz this time round, my attachment got Jamie, jolene, dorothy, simei and a lots of people that I know. But just tinking that if now do not go ttsh, then when I gonna adapt to a new environment??? And I want to attach to ttsh with elliot, bing, jo....
Forget it la... I will get better tmr... I just like to nag and nag and nag...

2007-10-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

Tmr last day at IMH already. Really do not feel like leaving for some reasons. Feel especially attach to one of the patient called Ah sian. Like to do art with him... He is a long stay patient there... Today see him lying there in the bed and not allowed to get down of bed because he is not feeling well... It hurt my heart to see him lying there and not being able to get down... First time in nursing, I feel so attach to a patient... Tmr will be the last day and will not get back to IMH anymore...
My one wish will not get fufill as "he" is not working tmr, it is his off day tmr... :(

2007-10-06T01:09:00.000-07:00

Title: Posting to IMH...
I think it has been ages since I last posted. This week I was posted to IMH for attachment. First day at IMH was really frightening for me. Seeing how they behave. One of them even touch my hands. I was like so shocked... But second day there, I started to adapt to the environment. Sometimes hearing their story why they are admitted into IMH, make me feel so sad and feel like crying. Before I went in there for attachment, if I see people outside like this. All of us will think like they are mad people. But that not cannot be help, they have the illness. We cannot do anything to actually help them, only medication can help them bai. But hope that our present there will accompany them to spend their time...
Yesterday went out with Bing and Jenna to eat sushi. Rushed down to Orchard to meet Bing after our attachment... Met the rest for a short while after that... Seeing the others having holiday now make me so jealous, so sad that we cannot go out often as I having my attachment...
Next week still got attachment... One week to go...

2007-09-04T03:47:00.000-07:00

Jenna with her food at pastamania

Ziqin with her food... :D

Me with my food... Yummy...

Mars bars!!! My favourite!!!

Ziqin with me behind...

I and ziqin with jenna's jealous face.... Oops...

Jenna, Ziqin, me

Us again...

Us in the toilet...

Title: Monday, 3/9/07
Met jenna to accomapny her to make her passport or else she cant go to bangkok liao... Then met up with ziqin at orchard cinleisure to watch hair spray. A very nice show with all the dancing. Did not want to watch it initially.... But good show...
Went around orchard.... Lazy to write in details... A fun day out with them... :D

2007-09-04T03:41:00.000-07:00

Title: Sunday, 2/9/07
Went out with ah bing to accompany her to suntec to buy printer. Suntec was packed with people. So horrible... After buying the printer, we left suntec immediately... Catch the bus with the heavy printer... Went to bukit panjang to eat our dinner. MOS BURGER!!! So nice food...
Heard bing bing talking about IMH, seem so fun. Looking forward for my attachment at IMH.

2007-08-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

Title: 23rd August 2007 (New york)

Me, ah bing, anwen, ah jo, ah mei

2 pretty women.... :D

Both of us... :D

2007-08-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

Title: Exam finally over on wednesday...
I hope that this time round I can pull my GPA back to what I got in year 1 semester one... Anyway I did my best so I am happy with it. My holiday starts from now, so happy nai!!!! But the sad thing is that after holiday must go for attachment. And my holiday only got 3 weeks!!! So I gonna spend this holiday with all my energy...
Thursday (23rd August 2007)
Went out with Jojo, bing bing, ah mei and anwen. Wan tian did not join us because she was down with flu. So sad la... :( And you miss my treat... haha... Let find another time we go and makan together then I treat u. Okay?? We went to new york and eat. The food is nice!!! Yummy... Then went to another two places- bugius and orchard... Jo, bing and me, we three bought a grey jeans. Mei mei n jo bought a top. An wen n hui bing bought a sweater. Then went to orcahrd to shop... Anyway we have lots of fun!!!! Will post the picture if I got it from bing bing phone...
Friday (24th August 2007)
Did not went to the zoo but next time we must go hor... At first want to go vivo with wan tian but in the morning was raining heavily so stayed at home whole day and watch one litre of tears. The whole show is so sad... She died in the end. I really admire her for having the courage to carry on living. I want to take a look at her diary. Her diary was published. Have no idea whether do they have it in Singapore.
Plan of my holiday
I want to go k box with wen ting they all. N wanna go k box with ziqin also... And this time round, so good ziqin same attachment with me but different shift. And watch a lot of drama and comic... :D

2007-08-08T00:51:00.000-07:00

P07 plus zuli.... wan tian nt there... Nxt time we bring you go eat together...

Cakes...

Nice...

Say cheese...

Ana, lihui, bing

Me and my beloved..... :D

Title: Pictures of our class outing quite long ago...

Only got the photos recently... so upload it lor...

NDP on last saturday (21/7)

2007-07-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

Deformed star... because of wan tian fingers... hehe.... dun beat me hor...
But the star is nice

Hui bing n I... The orange band on our wrist look so bright...

Say cheese...

5 0f us- Ah bing, Ah Tian, Mei mei, Lao Jo, Ah hwee

Funny pict...

No... Dun take my pict...

Say cheese...

2007-07-20T02:13:00.000-07:00

Title: A balloon that is fulled of pressure will burst out of a sudden...
Never did you expected that I will burst out of a sudden bai. Sorry to give you all a fright. Always taking initative in project, can be real tiring. You are the one organizing things and telling what to do. It can be a minor thing, but I am really getting tired. Nobody came out with the draft for next tuesday debate. At least jamie found some information and send it to me. Valen also did some research. Yesterday night, came back from class outing was already 9pm. Did my work for nsl practical prepartion and it was around 12.00pm. No matter how tired I am, I did the draft out. Took the draft and letted them have a look. The fifth speaker, ziqin, I do not have any more idea what should she said. So in class told them about it and asked her to think of the topic herself. And the last speaker will be elaine. If tuesday she did not come, then ziqin will be the last speaker to do the conclusion. And last speaker need not do any topic, just say conclusion can liao. She asked valen who did the draft, she said she will considered the draft. Whatever la, still want to consider. Then go ahead and consider lor. That day tuesday, ziqin saw that I was very stressed about the debate, so she offered to do the next debate. But till yesterday, I still did not get to see anything out yet lor. I can tell you all, I am very pissed off... Trying being the one who always initates things and you will know how I feel...
Ps: Ah ma, really feel very sad... Want your shoulders to lie on it...

2007-06-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

Title: Sick... Last day of attachment and I got sick...
Never expect myself to be sick again.. On wed night, started to feel unwell... Took panadol before going to sleep... Thurs morning wake up, still feeling not well, feeling cold. But still went to attachment... Luckily I endure the 8hrs there... Then when I reached home at night, temperature went up to 39.2. Took temperature again was still 39.2. Took panadol and went to sleep. Hoping the next morning will be well. But this morning, my body was still burning hot. My mom brought me to the clinic. The doctor told me if my fever still did not go down on sunday then I will have to go to hospital. And asked me to take note of rashes... The doctor gave me medications for fever, pain, ulcer in my mouth and antibiotics. People around me not to be too close to me as it can spread. So did not went to the hospital for attachment as I scared it will spread to my patients. And it last day of attachment and I got sick. Have to go back school on next tuesday to see teacher to get my result of my attachment. And have to go for attachment for one more day on next monday.
Now I have no fever liao... But the medications is really disgusting... 3 capsules and 2 tablets at one time... One day have to take 9 capsules and 6 tablets... So yucky man...

2007-06-08T07:01:00.000-07:00

Wondering what we are doing...

The mei nu nt put me me one... wen ting put one... hehe...

Say Cheese...

Wat liao... this pose is funny lor... i did not mean to do this pose to let ppl puke... hehe...

Fish wif yh head... yummy...

Three of us in the bath tub...

Today woke up at 6.15am, damn early... Went to meet bing they all to take bus to the Supreme Court. When we reached there, it was 9am but there was no hearing cases. Only pre-trial conference by the lawyers. As the Supreme Court is having June holiday. So no cases... Then went down to Subordinate Court... Although some of them are already nagging because like went to Supreme court no cases so have to go another court. Anyway I did not nag, just treat it as early morning exercise and outing with them bai. At subordinate court, saw interesting cases and get to see how is a court like. Next time if wen ting u all interested, I bring you all go see see... Want?

Then meet yee huay as she went down to outram to buy her dentist stuff... Met wen ting after that... She came late because she did not bring her keys... blur blur... haha...

Wonder why we went to take new print? because long time never take already. Valerie is not with us because she had to work... Next time we four take together... okie valerie???

Anyway today all of us are tired because both of u went to school in the morning then I went to court in the morning... Shopping without spending money is MISERABLE!!!! haha...

Next week attachment is going to start. This time round, I promised myself to bring the best out of me. I believed I can do better than the previous attachment... Jia you LIHUI!!!!!

Anyway others do take care hor. Do not work too much and enjoy ur holiday... :D

2007-05-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

Say Cheese!!!!

Mei,Tian,Hui,Bing aka bdae girl and Ang Jenna hee and Jo

Wow... Jojo pretty nai...

Bing cutting bdae cake. Fingers of us...

Bing with the bdae cake...

Wan Tian with her food... Whose finger is tt? --'

Bing with her fish and chip...

Jo with her food... hee... eye closed...

Menu...

Mei mei,hui and bing

2007-05-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

Title: Practical test today...
I have my practical test today. I think that I did okie bai. Not too bad, not too good. Moderate. As the teacher said that I did okie. I think will get a B as usual bai. =D Anyway I tried my best. That good. Isn't it?
Yesterday was bing bing birthday. We went to eat at New York. We like very noisy at there lor. Jenna and Yu Mei bought a cake at New York. And we created a suprise for bing bing. After eating our meal, the staff approach with the cake. And we sang happy birthday song to her a loud. So fun.... We went to Marina Square and Fast East to shop. I, Jo, Wan Tian bought a bag for bing birthday. She chose herself one so I think she love it a lot bai. :D Have to go home during the evening as I, Jo and Jenna having practical today. But bing told me she enjoyed her birthday a lot. Glad that she choosen us to celebrate birthdayt with her... Will upload the picture when I get them.
Recently the group that I am mixing with is getting bigger and bigger. From valen, Ziqin, Wan Tian and me. Increasing to with Yu mei, Sze han, Jenna and Jamie. It is fun mixing with them. But the group is too big. Do not you think so. It is hard to talk to everyone of them. I only get to really talk to Wan Tian when we walked to the bus stop today. And I get to say one sentence to Ziqin only. I would rather be like 3 in a group or 2 in a group. Like last time I and Jojo, we can talk a lot.
Anyway wen ting, take care of ur health hor.
Valerie, do not work too much, must set some times to study. And do not stress too much. :D
Yee huay, jia you for ur project....

2007-05-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

Title: Sigh...
Today went to study in the mac with kian huat, wen ting. Yee huay joined us later... I have lots of fun with them. Especially the siao kiah huat. Always nei nei... I think he is too cold that why go mad.... Keep nei nei... OMG!!!! Anyway like to study with u all....
I heard about the bad news. I gonna go to NUH for my posting again. I though KKH lor. Teacher told us is KKH. I am very bad mooded now.... Getting separate from wan tian, u all again... :( :( :(

2007-05-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

Title: I am so bad after all...
Recently got three projects on hand... But I like did not do much lor. Feeling so guilty now. Then I only know how to be the organiser like telling them when to meet... I feel like I am ordering people around. That very bad right... I do not know whether I am thinking too much a not.
Today went to do project in the library. Because we are discussing Ns4 and Ns3 for a while only. Anyway I said something bad out of my mouth. I feel so guilty now... haiz... Sometimes I did not mean to say those things and at the end of the things I will recall what I did... Sry gals...

2007-04-28T08:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry gals, long time never update liao. Because too lazy and busy with other things. Have three projects on hand now... Progressing now... But I am too lazy to do one of the project now so leave it to tommorrow afternoon to do it bai... This week like got a lot of things that happen. Jamie and Jenna thingy. Hope that they will be alright bai and do not blame each other for it. First time saw Jamie cried, I think that she is really very tired bai.
Erm... Sorry my project mates, as during project I will get really serious about it. So during project time, if my tone since very serious. Hope you all understand... Yesterday waited for bus for so long then saw Wei Lei. Chat with him a bit then the bus came. So long never see him liao... I saw Yong Ming too at atium... Wen ting, I saw him finally...
Anyway really miss u all- Wenting,yeehuay and val... Since like long time never see u all liao... Yee huay thanks for the biscuit that day you gave me...

2007-04-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

Title: Next Semester...
Just heard from Faridah that anwen is also not in my practical class... Haiz... Their class p08 consist of so many previously p02 classmates... I want to be in the same class as anwen, jojo, joseph just like last time... But we are in different class now liao... Luckily I got Wan Tian, Julien, Elliot, Huibing in the same class as me... My class consist of mostly p01... But glad that this time round can be same class as Wan Tian... Anyway I still get to see jojo they all in tutorial and practical class... So not to worry bai...
Today at first want to go down to SS to see wen ting de but too lazy le... hehe... Sry... I wanna sing k box nxt week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who want to go???

2007-04-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

The platinum wholesale shopping center...

The taxi over there... Cute right...

Bangkok heart hospital

Lots of cars... See the jam there...

I n Yumei on the coach bus...

Sze han n Ziqin on the coach bus...

Sze han wif tt thingy... Is a cloth tt let us change our pants...

Sze han

Wan tian n Ziqin in the room

Bears wif doctor n nurse uniform...

Ziqin wif the YMCA kids...

Yumei n Ziqin wif the kids...

Yumei...

Ferry Wheel

Night Market

Wan Tian n Ziqin

Yu mei n Sze han

Ziqin n me eating at the night makan...

Wow... I love the scenary...

The sky frm the plane...

Wan Tian n Yumei

In the plane... Sze han,Ziqin and me...

Bangkok Photos taken by Wan Tian wif her camera

2007-04-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

Title: Bangkok trip 4D,3N
I am back gals!!! You all do not miss me right... If do not miss then no present for u all... hehe...
I am not going to write very detail of my trip only exciting and good moments...
2nd April- First day of the trip
3.00pm- Went to school to meet Ms Sabrina and they all. Setting off to the airport... This trip gonna have Wan Tian, Ziqin, Yumei anf Sze han to accompany each other in this trip.
6.10pm- The plane set off to bangkok... We are like excited about it as ONCE time taking plane. Very stupid right!!! But no laughing at it please... In the plane, sit with Sze han and Ziqin... Sze han sit at the window seat whereas I sit outside. First time sitting airplane, I have ear block because of the pressure. Seeing the clouds is fun... Will upload the pictures when I get them...
8.00pm plus- We have reach bangkok... Which is bangkok time at 7.00 plus. Because bangkok time is one hour later then Singapore time.
First stop is the night market. Went to eat the local food, I ate a food called, "Pat tigh" I do not know whether I spell correctly... We bargain there... Nice bargaining as the person asked us to come back when we do not want to buy... Then pull us back again when we do not want to buy... hehe...
10.45pm(Bangkok time)- Gather and went to the twin tower hotel... Wan Tian, Ziqin and I stay in one room... Guess what we did... One is bathing inside then the other will be outside sitting at the toilet bowl accompanying the other... HAHA... That is fun man... Then I will play the music from my phone. We 3 are timid girls... Very timid right we all...
First night, I sleep with Wan Tian...
3rd April- Second day of the trip
7.00am- Went down for breakfast. The scamble eggs is nice...
8.00am- Set off to the YMCA children home. Those living there is those who have HIV... Very poor thing...
11.00am- Reach the YMCA children home. The driver lost the way as the place is hard to find. That why we took 2hours to reach there suppose to reach there by 45 mins. The children is cute, saw them dancing... One of the kids hold my hands and pull me to the table to join them in the paper folding... Folded crane with them... I folded a heart using straw to give it to her... Ate lunch at there...
1pm- Set off to the Children hospital... Nothing much happen at the hospital...
4pm- Set off to the MBK shopping Centre. Wow, it is shopping time... Ziqin bought a lot of things for her family... Went to eat the KFC. Their KFC different from Singapore. They use glass to contain the drinks. And the chili and tomato is already put at the table... Then got one of staff came and talked to us in thai... Then we heard her talking although do not know what she is talking about then Ziqin then,"huh"... Then she know that we are not thai ppl... So funny... Thai ppl looked like Chinese...
8.45pm-Gather and went back to the hotel... We did the same as last night... haha.... :D
This night, I slept with Ziqin...
4th April- 3nd day
Early morning went to the university where there is the faculty of nursing... I have to say that thai ppl are so welcoming us. Because we sit in the room where is like a meeting place then got food that they serve us... Yesterday went to the children hospital, they serve us this way too...
So nice of them... Suppose to spend more time at the University but the students are having holiday...
12.00pm- Went to platinum shopping center. It is a wholesale shopping center if buy 3 and above items from the same shop then will be cheaper... We spend 6 HOURS there... Can you believe it!!!! Wow... It is really nice shopping there...
6.00pm- Gather and went back to the hotel... So early go back hotel... We want to go to night market... But the rest of the group of the tour do not want to go then did not go...
They came to our room to see what we bought. We went to the year two room to see what they bought... The year two are Lijin and yixian....
This night, I sleep myself... Wan Tian and Ziqin asked me whether I am sure that I want to sleep alone... Then told me if anything, can wake them up... In the night, I really cannot sleep but do not mean to wake them up... But if it is wen ting u all, sure wake u up... As we are so close liao... Not that I am not close to Wan tian they all... Just that not until that stage of so so close...
5th April- 4th day, last day liao...
Early morning went to the bangkok heart hospital. Guess what, I saw a heart operation... Omg, will describe to wen ting u all when I see you all...
1pm- Went back to platinum shopping center and shop again... We did not eat our lunch and keep shopping...
5pm- Gather and went to the airport... Gonna miss bangkok but glad that I am going back to Singapore... I miss my family, u all, and Singapore...
11.45pm(Singapore time)- Reached Singapore... My mummy and daddy did not came and fetch me because tmr they all going sweeping tomb with my sis... Brother rushing project in friends house... Elder sis going Malaysis today... Then Wan tian they all got family come fetch.. I am so sad lor.. Nvm la... Sze han family drive me home, thanks them a lot...
I went to bangkok with one small bag... Came back with two big bag and one other bag for wine bought at the airport...
I bought things for Wen ting u all... I never forget u all la... Got think of what to buy for u all.... Talk to u all more when I see u all...
To David: I want the mickey mouse, can go and catch one more. :(

2007-03-28T21:28:00.000-07:00

Title: Four of us

2007-03-27T21:27:00.000-07:00

Title: New blogskins...
Finally have the time to change my blogskins. Nice a not my blogskins? Been so busy last week because of work. Working from 10am to 10pm. Total 12 hours for 7 days. It is killing me man. Legs are tired. Until monday yee huay told me about wai cai death. I was so shocked man. Then heard about the chalet thingy. Was quite shocked too. Working make me like lost connection to the world. I did not even watch tv for one week. I did not even have the time to talk to my friends. Sry gals...
Yesterday went to eat sushi with Wan Tian, Ziqin they all. Discussing about our bangkok trip. We are all so excited about there. But it is so dangerous over there yet we are so happy about it. Cuz we love shopping. But I will be very careful over there. So I hope my family will also not worry too much. I will buy gifts back for yee huay you all one... Anyway I still need a bag for my trip. A bag that is not lugguage but that kind of sports bag. Who wants to lend me?

2007-03-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

Title: BLACKLISTED!!!!
Omg!!! I am blacklisted and have a bad record. I do not know why I did such a thing. The only thought that came into my mind now is that I am in the director list for my good result but I did such a thing and make a bad record for myself. I really did such a grave mistake. I really feel like slapping myself. LH!!!! why did u choose this path???? I love my patients but I hate myself for being incompetent. Will I pass my attachment??? Somebody please give me a tight slap.

2007-03-04T18:04:00.000-08:00

Title: 4th March, my 18th birthday!!!
Wow!!! Yesterday was my birthday. I was too tired yesterday that why did not post in my blog. But I am here today to blog about my birthday yesterday. :D
0000: Wen ting was the first one to wish me happy birthday but at that time my hp shows 23:58 but her hp shows 0000 liao. Follows by valerie and alvin. We are at the bus stop waiting for bus home so they at the first few. Saturaday we went to have steamboat. Ah ma and huay ar, really thanks u gals for organizing my birthday although it did not went smoothly as you all planned. But I really glad that I have u two my friends. I will not post what happen on saturday can go read wen ting blog. Hehe...
0001: Kian Huat sms me and wish me. Wen ting sing happy birthday song to me... Haha..
0007: Yee huay sms me and in the message she sing a birthday song.
0101: Wan Tian wished me
The rest who wished me are Miss Lim, Mei ling, Jack, Weiqi( My primare sch best fren), Ziwei, Clarissa, Ziqin, Anwen, Huibing, Jojo.... My brother also message me and wish me. Thanks all of u!!! Guo Li also called me in the night and I asked him why so late called me. He said that he sms me but I did not receive bai.
In the afternoon went out with wan tian, Jojo and Huibing. Went to eat NYDC, chatted a lot. Went to shopped. I have a nice time with them too... Muacks to u gals...
Valerie and wenting came to orchard also and she passed me my birthday present-

PUMA BELT!!!! I really love it a lot.=D

Yellow shirt given by Wan Tian, Jo and bing. But I chosen myself 1.

Given by yee huay- A shirt, earring and necklace made by her.

Newprint taken with Wan Tian, Jo and bing...

Jacket given by valerie and kian huat. My pink jacket. =D

A mickey mouse mirror given by serene.

I really have a lots of fun on saturday and sunday. Thanks to my poly friends and wen ting you all... David and meng jie also never wished me. They forget mine birthday??? Maybe bai... I read david blog yesterday, I think he having some troubles bai. That why forget mine birthday. Luckily guo li called me or else I will be more disappointed as david and meng did not. I will upload the others pict when I have the time because I having attachment in the afternoon today. haha....

2007-03-02T19:48:00.000-08:00

Title: Back to blgging...
I think I long long time never blog liao- two weeks bai... Very tired everyday so did not bother to blog at all. Yesterday wait for a cab for a uncle in my ward, wait cab for 1 hour bai. So long lor because the Q is long outside NUH. Then I and my friend offer to take cab together and send him home. As he is walking with a stick and a heavy bag of medicine. So accompany him home. Then we left then went to take bus home. And the uncle is living alone lor. So poor thing la...
2 week of my attachment have passed, that fast... 2 more week to go... This week everyday, I will make mistakes and sometimes get scolding by CI. If that day I make one or two mistakes, I will kept thinking about it. Sometimes in my dream, I will also dream of myself doing attachment. Must be siao man...
Tmr is supposed to be my day. But I do not have the usual mood to celebrate. Today is going out with yh they all to have steamboat. Tmr is going out with wan tian they all. I did not expect my poly friends to remember my birthday because I did not really mention it. Only to wan tian bai. And my birthday fall during attachment and holiday. So I think they will forget bai. But they did not. Make me so happy... HEHE...
Take care everybody.... :D

2007-02-21T01:10:00.000-08:00

Title: Is this really what I want???
Today is the first day of attachment, Yasmin went home half way... During introduction, she said that nursing was her first choice but it was not what she thought it was. First choice ending up in the last choice. Am I in the same situation? I really have regret at time. Looking at my result, I know I can choose something better. Why did I choose nursing? I am really lost. Why did I choose this difficult path for myself? Present moment, I do not want to give up at all. As I have come so far, going to be a year 2 student, I do not want to give up. But if I really think that I am not on the right track, I think that it time for me to consider whether to drop out. Saying this out of my mouth, I think you gals cant believe it bai. Just give me some time to think about it. Maybe a month or two to think about it.
Yesterday was not a very fun day to me bai. First time K box was boring and sian for me. Sorry Jack and wenting... I am not use to singing with unfamiliar and not that close friends. I will be shy bai... And I do not like singing with a lot of people. Maximum is four bai. There is me... And I do not like hearing songs of the same person again and again and I do not like Jolin. Anyway sms Joseph and told him how I do not want to go for my attachment today. He always make me have a smile on my face. I do not know why. He sms, "Pat on your head". That is sweet, isn't it? Too bad, he is attach but I really love talking to him when I felt moody or trouble. As david is not here, Guo Li is not here. I think that is no other people for me to talk to bai. I know wen ting, you all are there for me. I am glad I have u gals...

2007-02-19T19:27:00.000-08:00

Title: Just to let you all know...
Happy new year to all first... Regarding the trip to Mdm Ang house right... I truely have no idea how to find a date to gather most of you all... Zs told me this week she having exam so I tried to planned it in the weekends. Then Yee huay told me that saturday cannot. So saturday is out... Then Meng Jie told me how about today and saying that sunday cannot because her exam is coming... Then I asked Mdm Ang when is she free on the weekends... She told me friday or saturday... It is simply too hard to get everyone together... Silu they all still have not given me a reply... I think it will be either friday or saturday... Then who will be able to make it then go lor... That the only choice bai...

2007-02-10T23:55:00.000-08:00

Title: Exam tmr...
Next week will be my exam... Mon... Tue... Wed... After that I can go shopping liao and buy my new year clothes. I still have not buy man. I also do not know what to blog. Just switch on the com, just to relax for a while. Later must go study again... I really feel nice talking to Joseph in sms. Although it is only a few sms but I feel good talking to him. Then he will tell me to jia you all those stuff... But gals do not get the wrong idea, thinking that I may have interest in him. He have girlfriend. Even if I have feeling for him, I will give up the thought of it. As people got gf liao... Next few days will jia you bai!!!
To wen ting: I know working there is very tiring as there is very hot... Try to tai han... Drink lots of water and take care of yourself hor...

2007-02-08T19:22:00.000-08:00

Title: MY NEW SONG!!!!

2007-02-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

Title: Laughter...
Today went to library in the afternoon at 12 to study. Then at 2pm plus yee huay joined with me to study. We bought mac fries and burger and smuggle to the library... We went to study at level 4... Then when yh ate the burger, I will said security guard come liao. Then got 1 person from another table said security come liao, then I quickly took the burger from yh's hand and put it into her bag.. HAHAHA... but it was a false alarm... Then yh continue eating, I very bad I still try to scare her. MUHAHAHA... Later when I said that the security guard just walked past... She do not believe me liao...
Then in the evening, David called my handphone... Yee huay said,"You are worst than my father, my father will not buy sticker for me one." Then david was like huh huh, what is she talking... Super slow la... I suspected that david got DEMENTIA... haha... Yee huay said, "Two holes from the noses, one hole from the mouth, another hole asshole." HAHAHA.... super funny la... Another one is the when david said that yh is lame... then yh said I can still walked... HAHAhA... Still got the pirate thingy... My pouch pirate... he parrot... that rhyme... HAHA...
The funny thing is that I wonder david understand what I and yh is talking about a not... cuz he is a bit slow ar... david do not punch us ar... Anyway we laughed a lot...
AND david after the conversation with you, I and yh laughed until cant study liao.... So we went home... UR FAULT.... haha.... anyway it is really funny...

2007-02-02T21:02:00.000-08:00

Testing...

2007-02-02T07:24:00.000-08:00

Title: Came back one day and he is gone again...
Let me talk about yesterday bai... At 11am went to school for tutorial as a group still have not present their presentation yet. But the class was like less than 10 people. Then we have a 4 hours break as we will be having exam later. Then went to KFC to eat with them. Then being suan by Joseph about the KFC thingy... They kept laughing at me... ;( stupid joseph...
Then have exam at 4pm then went for a short briefing for my bangkok treat. Then I thought of buying a sunflower for david. Wan tian also lived around there so asked her to bring me a long... On the bus journey, we talked a lot. Really liked her as a closed friend... I really hope that next year we will not change class... The friendship is building up then we will have to separate. I do not want that. Went to find sunflower... Walked quite far before we got a shop that sold flowers... Thought of buying sunflower because like it represent sunshine.... cheerful... so want him to remain cheerful always... but the flower was not bought with him to Sydney, left in Zs house bai... Kind of sad but is okie la.... As you said, cant bring into the plane...
Then went to meet david they all for dinner... I was very high when I was in Chinatown. I must be hyperactive bai... HAHA... I even shouted at the changi airport mrt station when yh wanted to take her laptop back... I even played with the trolley at the airport... OMG!!! I cant believe myself that I did that...
Anyway david do take care of yourself in Sydney and always called us back... remember my lucky 6 end stars is with you... haha... :D

2007-01-30T07:08:00.000-08:00

Title: My practical test is finally over!!!
I hate practical test as I will be very nervous over it then I will try to calm myself down. Then today still got cell and molecular presentation. Then during presentation, my groups memebers like only I and Wan tian answer the questions. Make me feel so disappointed of them... Luckily teacher gave us a good grade...
Then went for FON lecture, the whole lecture hall was like so noisy. Cant even concentrate... My friends are talking in front and behind. I really want to ask them to SHUT UP!!! Ms lock is teaching so hard and they are like talking... After that I told Jojo that I am very angry with her because of that... Maybe I am too harsh to say that to her bai...
Then went to SIM food court to eat with my friends... Then I also did not finish my food, I think only finish 1/4 bai as I have no appetite because of the practical later.
Then at 3pm then started to have practical. Waiting for my turn to come... I hate to wait for the time for my turn as it will make you more nervous. In the end, I think I will did well for this practical... Hopefully la... Then I also forget to take my shoulder pad out( maybe too happy liao that I have finish my practical.)
Then went home to sleep. Luckily I turned my phone to silent. When I woke at 7pm, there is like 5 messages on my phone. And I am kind of irritated by the message. As two of them are like asking me for my shoulder pad for tmr their practical. I was not really irritated. Then when I finished bathing, two more messages came and asked me about the shoulder pad. What the hell, they do not have theirs ar... I think I am easily irritated nowadays bai... SO BEWARE!!!!
Anyway yh I did not mean to be harsh on you when I say about that you did not tell me about david return will be earlier then I will have to work... As if wen ting did not tell me on sat, I will not have know about it. So I was like kind of upset that why you did not tell me about it earlier on. Then if you all are going out on friday, I will not be able to make it. As I have already promised to work on that day. Anyway the date that he had come back has changed. So I think does not matter anymore bai...

2007-01-25T06:44:00.000-08:00

Title: If given me a second choice, I may not choose this kind route bai...
Why did you(our lecturer) have to say such things to us? He make me want to quit nursing. Why did he have to say indirectly that our acting is bad? Do you think I want to come to nursing? I want to come to nursing because of my dream. And because of one sentence of your words, you destroy my dream. You let me give up hope. What kind of fucking teacher are you? I hate you to the core. Fuck you man. With my O levels result, I can go anywhere I like. I can go JC, I can go do business courses, life sciences course. But because of my dream, I choose the course that nobody else will choose. With a 28 points, you can even get in. But I choose this route. You are not fit to be our lecturer. Just get out of my sight.

2007-01-18T00:09:00.000-08:00

Title: Yesterday was the first time I cried in front of my friends...
Yesterday was a really bad bad day for me... Morning Michael asked the class whether we all wanted to form our own groups for projects or he choose for us. Most of them said form our own groups. Step was sitting beside me so she asked me and jojo to join her group. Then I just agreed. As I do not want to always do projects with my close friends too often as there will be definitely conflict between us. Every projects I and Wan Tian have been doing until we are tired... Although everyone of us played a part in the project but I just want to have a change of group. Jamie they all might think that I do not want them already, just leave the group. Maybe you all think that I am selfish or what bai. Maybe you all think that I went to Step group is because there got smart smart people. But just to clarify, I AM NOT THAT KIND OF PPL!!! During SAW presentation, sze han went to sit beside me and wan tian. And sze han know that what I am thinking and know that I do not want to. Wan tian also want to join others group but... And in the end I just burst out and cried in front of Wan Tian... I felt better after that...
I do not want Jenna, Ziqin they all to misunderstand me... But what I did, they will definitely misunderstand bai... You all want me to stay in the original group, is it because I am useful? Is this called loyal friend? If I am not useful, you will probably throw me aside bai?

2007-01-17T05:38:00.000-08:00

Title: Projects…
I wanted to post this post this morning at 1am but I cant... because my computer very slow... so i save the draft and post now... Must be wondering why I am not on the bed bai? It is because I am still very alert, maybe because do too much project liao... Last week until now have not been sleeping well, sleeping will also think about project...
My project is going to do finish liao... Only need to do the presentation next week...
My FON ppt- Finish except the diagnosis need to give elliot then she edit on it...
My CMBIO ppt- Finish except need to make it into more slides.
My NR ppt- Finish except need to let wan tian do the animation.
My SAW ppt- Finish except the poster.
My NR individual- On the way… processing…
My pharm ppt- Have not started…
Just now heard from wan tian that Jamie said thar nr ppt do the most is ziqin lor… Then make me feel so sad… I do a lot also lor then she said it her… Ziqin also do a lot la… But… who is the one who do the presentation initially is me lor… Effort is not being recognized… damn sad la… L

2007-01-10T06:23:00.000-08:00

Title: It is draining out my energy day by day...
I am simply too stress up by the projects. The projects is not only one la...
I got FON project- Plan to do it next week.
I got NR grp project- Doing right now.
I got NR indiviual project- On the process.
I got CMBIO project- Finished already but must do the write-up.
I got SAW project- Doing on Sunday.
I got CITS project- Also doing now.
And all these must be passed up or presented on week 15.
Everything is like jammed up. Get shoot by the CITS teacher today about our creative product. I really feel like crying. It has been a long time since I cry. But I do not want to cry in front of my poly friends... Spoil my image... Haha... kidding...
Just now at night went to IMM to buy the shoe soles for our product. Then went home to do project... Then half way doing the quiz, wen ting called then asked me to come down. Then I was in confusion, huh??? Why go down?? Then thinking it is not my birthday what??? Then when I went down, she passed me a chocolate and card. I was touched man... So surprise...
Thanks wen ting, hao ai ni... Haha... The chocolate is nice... :D
Wen ting u also must jia you hor... ;p

2007-01-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

Title: A brand new year to start with...
2007 have begin... Happy new year everybody... May this year be a better year. The details of what happens yesterday was recorded in wen ting blog. So save me from writing liao... hahaha... Thanks ah ma for writing so details. :D
Yesterday night went to s11 then after that met ah jian. Then Ah jian talked about Guo Li then said that he forget to call him that day or what. Then I said he also did not call me for nearly a week. Anyway I just feel sad after that... Then remained for quiet for when we walked to ah jian house. That is a lot of question in my mind? Why must he go for second operation? Why is he not calling me? Is that some misunderstanding or what? Is Singaporeans girls that bad that even 9 out of 10 malaysian will not choose Singaporeans to be their girlfriend???
Anyway he called me today and we have a nice chat. On msn I asked him why he never call me... Then he called me... If I did not ask, he will not call me liao lor... Talking to him is nice but it is not like in the past when we talked. That is something amiss... I do not know how to say...
It is a brand new year to begin with. Hope my studies will be better... :D

2006-12-30T07:35:00.000-08:00

Today went out with wen ting to watch movie. The details I will not write about it as wen ting got mention about it in her blog. I lazy to write... But I have a lot of fun with her too. Then evening went to school to watch the song composing club concert. Then jamie and jenna last minute then say cannot come. If they cannot come then in the first place then tell her that they cant come la. I feel that make Ziqin diappointed. What the hell...
Anyway this year 2006 is coming to an end soon... Nearly 1 week, he have not call me liao. After operation also never call me. What is happening to him??? I have the feeling that he do not want to bother me anymore. Hope that you are alright...
Year 2006- I am fufilling my dream as a nurse. :D Getting to know him is a good thing as he keep me accompany by talking to me when I feel lonely. I feel that I have changed as I tend to keep things in my heart and not tell anybody. As sometimes I feel that there is not a need to do so by troubling others. But this year have went quite smoothly for me. Hope the coming year 2007 will be better year for everyone. :D

2006-12-24T07:00:00.000-08:00

Title: They went back without telling me...
Yesterday they went back and I knew nothing about it. Going to kill him man... They come back only on friday and gone back yesterday. Cant they stay longer??? He is going for operation on tuesday, really hope that the operation will go smoothly for him.
Yesterday met meng and went to the expo christmas church event with her. I just want to take a look how it is like. The whole event is very grand to me. There is carolling and drama. I get to see how is a service like. I enjoy the whole event. Then we went to the carnival with meng jie and her friends. Saw her boyfriend and I feel that he is a nice guy. And I think will treat meng very good bai... All the best to them... hehe...
Tomorrow is going out with wen ting and yee huay to celebrate christmas... Anyway merry christmas everyone...

2006-12-22T18:55:00.000-08:00

Last week was my attachment to the hospital. After the attachment, sometimes I really feel like changing course. I do not know what is the reason behind it. It is not that I want to give up being a nurse, I still want to be a nurse. Maybe I think that I am not up to it because the thing that we have learn and can do now is only limited. Haiz... I do not want the thought to come to my mind anymore...
I was working afternoon shift yesterday. Then went home to bath at night before joining wen ting they all... As ah qiang and guo li came back already...Wen ting said got nice nice thing to eat when I reach s11 then when I reach. Only the biscuits lor. I thought what... chey... hehe... Anyway I did not get to eat the biscuit, u give the last piece to ah xiong... sob sob... hehe...
Then we went to sheng siong, saw ah cai then ah yao said that I and ah cai looked alike. Funny la... And I saw dinosaur today and it is like so long so long never see him liao. But when I see him I will feel scared. Then it like we see each other when we met at the junction. Then he looked back and I looked back too. Anyway the incident had passed so do not think about it bai...
Then I hated it when ah jian and ah qiang kept saying thing about me and him la... Then I keep looking at the floor. I know that they are kidding and I also do not mind it but do not say too much of it. As I and him are just friends. Anyway it is nice seeing them again... :D

2006-12-13T08:16:00.000-08:00

Title: Work and work and work...
Have been working for the past three days and standing for long long hours... Legs are tired... Yesterday and today bing bing came to my children side to help me. So happy man. Then we can talked and talked... It is fun... We see handsome boys... Today I saw one guy man, he is so handsome. He has the eyes of Jay chou but too bad he is married and have children liao. Because saw his wife and children. Then bing bing said the guy is Japanese. And today there is a new comer who came and work. Then her make up damn thick la and she looked so young. I feel that she is bitchy. She is a thorn in my eye although she did not offend me. But just see her bu shuang. Weird me... Then we called her monster...
Tomorrow will go to work a bit later because I want to have more sleep. And next week is attachment liao. Then I can go shopping a while at topshop. Everyday walked past topshop but cannot go in because working at that time. Hehe...
Tired liao... it is time to go to sleep. My common test result are bad this time round. NVM la... dun care liao...

2006-12-06T05:39:00.000-08:00

Title: Wednesday...
Today at first plan to stay at home and do my homeworks... But at afternoon, my manager called and asked me to go down and worked. So I went to work... I dream about david yesterday... Normally I will dream about a person only when I think too much about the person or what... When I woke up from the dream then I remembered he went back yesterday. Like what yee huay said in her blog, she felt empty when he left. Me too, I felt empty too. We know that he will still come back but the thought of him going back made us feel empty. Sometimes how i wish that he never come back so I will never have that kind of super sad feeling again. But all of us are happy that he came back... Pisces are alway the emotional type... How will this kind of feeling be gone?? Hope so bai... Tomorrow still have to work... sian ar...

2006-12-04T03:09:00.000-08:00

Title: What a boring day for me...
Today whole day stayed at home to sleep, watch tv... Morning message david asking him what is he going to do today then he said that at 2pm, he going out with his brother. Then I guess no need me to accompany him bai. So stayed at home. He is really going back tmr and when is he coming back again? Some times how we wish that he had never go to sydney at all. Then just now went to david old blog just to take a look. Then saw the entry at october 29. I am wondering is the blog refering to me??? I do not know... Tommorrow is coming...

2006-12-03T19:47:00.000-08:00

Title: Sunday night...
Today late afternoon, went to eat steamboat at bugius. At first go to vivocity one but last min change to bugius. Nevermind la, steamboat is nice to eat. Haha... We went to arcade after that but we did not play much. I and yh tried to catch the mickey mouse but did not manage to catch. Kind of sad man... Anyway I took a picture of the mickey mouses... After that went to take neo print but the shop is closing... Then the person also did not change $ for us. Anyway we took the photos with valerie phone...
Thinking of david going back on tuesday make me feel kind of sad... But he will still have to go back... I think that this trip to singapore is not as fun as what he expected bai... He have to adapt to the weather here and different hours here. Then still have to go out with us. Then making him so tired... BUT... it kind of nice seeing everyone together, 4E1....

2006-12-01T21:30:00.000-08:00

Title: Friday night...
Let me talk about yesterday bai... Whole morning stayed at home and slack. Then afternoon went to val house to get something for david. As I have nothing better to do so just go and take lor since I am so free. Hahaha... Then met wen ting and went to meet david they all at Newton. Then went to eat at Newton circle with david, we all and his brother and gf. Then went to orchard after that. Everything just did not go well and I think everyone is pissed. But they just appear to be happy. I hate this kind of sitution to happen. And making david to be difficult. And making josua unhappy. Really sorry gals, let plan the activity better next time round.

2006-11-30T08:32:00.000-08:00

Title: David finally came back...
I think all of us are expecting this day to come bai. Morning I have a fight with coachroach. It is damn digusting la. The thought of it, make me want to cry. Wen ting, you know what I am talking right... Haha...
Then went to valerie house to meet david... Then we went to Ngee An... Then we at SIM food court, then alvin and valerie joined us. Wow, so long never see alvin liao... Kind of nice to see him... Serene came also... Then my nursing friends came as they have red camp in the morning. They know that I have a Australia friend and want to see him. So they came and say hi. Then we sat down and chatted... While we are chatting then Josua took my wallet and saw the pict. Damn pai seh la... As ppl who see it will get the wrong idea. And I do not like ppl to see it. I just put the photo there as they are all my close friends. Anyway sorry david that without your permission, I put ur pict there. Feel kind of bad... Erm... I did not mean to chase ziqin u all away. As I am with my sec sch friends and I feel that it kind of weird not talking to them. U get what I mean?
Then went to jp and valerie hse. Anyway it is a fun day with all of you around. I miss sec sch days. With david, wen ting, yee huay, valerie, alvin, josua, serene... Tmr will be a fun day too...

2006-11-28T05:33:00.000-08:00

Today went to school with my nursing uniform as we having nursing skill practical at 12pm. So do not want to bring uniform to school to change so wear it there lor. Then people are looking at it lor. We went to have our lunch then people looking. Then we will said, "Look what look," Then I will add, "Dig ur eyes out," People are looking at you as if we are animals in the zoo or alien. Damn funny la.
Today have the practical test, I am very nervous as usual. But I try to control and asked myself to cool down. Anyway I did what I can in the practical. So I have no regret as how I scored in the test. But after practical test, my heart like is still there. My heart is like not with me. Maybe still feeling nervous... Haha...
Then we went to library to study as we have to wait for a briefing later. It is fun studying in the room. Hehe... Anyway I hope that Jenna is alright. We are all worried about her... Haiz...

2006-11-26T05:20:00.000-08:00

Title: I change my blog song.
I love this song man by cao ge. I thought I will not find this song. But I found it. Will not blog too much as I want to study. Blog more after my exam... jia you bai...

2006-11-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

Title: Too tough on myself???
Today morning, everything was going smoothly. Then during fon I was sitting with Jo they all as I am different group from wan tian, ziqin they all. Then ziqin they all start to call my name. Lihui, lihui... I was like kind of piss off as I have to turn my head again and again. Find them very fan. Then I said talk after class la. And my tone was not very good. Maybe I was moody that why bai. But I felt guilty since just now until now. I should not do this to them. Then they asked me whether want to study with them tmr at the library. Then I say see first lor. And my tone at that time was also not very good. I hate to treat my friends like that. I told Jojo after that. Then jojo said am I too tough on myself?

2006-11-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

Title: I got a NG tube inserted from my nose to my stomach.
Wow... I actually cant believe that I actually volunteer myself to let teacher insert on me. When Michael insert on Zuli and Mirza, it was not successful. Then he said that he will use on the dummies instead. But it is quite strange to do it on a fake person and to feed the fake person. So I actually told michael to try inserting on me. That daring man. I felt scared also but Joseph and Julien told me if I want, I can go. Then I voluteer. When michael inserted first bit of the tube into my nose, it was okie. Then it went down. Oh man, it felt not painful but unpleasant. I did not cry. When he asked me to swallow the water and he will push the tube in. I clinch onto Julien hands. Thanks Julien man... Then I swallow again, then he push down again. Finally it went into the stomach. That end the procedure. I finally get to experience how a NG tube/ ryle tube is like when inserted. Anyway nice experience...

2006-11-17T05:30:00.000-08:00

I forget I got something to add. Something I want to talk to yh and wt...
Erm... Actually what I tag in my blog about u gals going to the library and not calling me. I have thought about it and think that it really childish of me to tag such things in the blog. Everybody have the freedom of calling who they want to be. I cant insist of always getting myself involved in u all when I am not asked. So wen ting said sorry to me. That is not a need for it as you are not wrong in the first place. Seriously... Maybe I am just too petty and getted agitated because of small thing. Yee huay, u too, need not say sorry to me too. People will definitely get distance when we go poly. At times we will stay at one and other side. But not all times. Everybody have their poly friends... So I will not ask what I should not ask. Anyway jia you bai for ur common test... hehe... Do not be too stress...

2006-11-17T05:15:00.000-08:00

Title: If you have a good mood for the day, your day will go well definitely...
I am so tired as I just came back from work. Erm... I want to talk about yesterday... Yesterday was our HS award presentation day. In our class, there are seven of us who took the award. Felt happy definitely as our hard work for studies are shown. We are in the director list. Hehe... Then when we went into the lecture theatres, we saw Eugiene. Then she introduced her parents to us. She said, "This is my father, this is my mother". Then we said hi to uncle and auntie. Then I said pointing to Yumei and chester, " This is my father, this is my mother". Haha... Crap man... Then chester said to faridah, "How is my daughter doing in school?" Haha... We enjoy laughing about it. Although it quite lame. Then at the end of the ceremony, year two top student gave a speech. I remembered one of the sentence she said, " Dare to touch your dream". I am touching it...
This few days went smoothly and happily for me. As I have good mood and invite my day with it. And my day will go well. On tuesday, I think so, I talked to david. Telling him my mood was bad. Then he gave me advises and I will take everything easy and one steps at a time. Jia you lor lihui...

2006-11-14T06:12:00.000-08:00

I am just lazy to blog... But why are they slacking down there? And I am working for them... What is this? They better do their work... I do not know when I can hold my temper...

2006-11-12T02:43:00.000-08:00

testing

2006-11-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

I did not went to np solei today as I could not wake up in the morning. I supposed to wake up at 8am but I am just too lazy to wake up. Then saw Jo message and I message her and told her that I am not going. I already told them that I am not going if I could not wake up. Then when I woke up at 10am. I saw Jo message. She told me that I did not went to np solei and caused wan tian to sit alone in the bus. Then I felt damn guilty lor. Then I called Jo. Jo kind of scold me and said why I did not go with them. Then she passed the phone to wan tian then jenna. They kind of say me one by one lor. I get quite pissed off about it although they are joking with me. But early morning when I wake up, get scolded by people man. Haiz... Anyway sorry gals man. I just can't wake up.
Then did my homeworks the whole day. I am good girl man... hehe... But I did watch a lot of Tv today... oops...

2006-10-31T05:55:00.000-08:00

Title: I am stupid after all...
Today was a tiring day for me. Lesson frm 8am to 5am. And only 1 hour break. Erm... I am quite upset by what my friend say to me today. I am stupid after all. Maybe I should nt be a nurse at all...