Saturday, July 23, 2005
Title: Having a bad headache...I am having a bad headache right now so I am posting here as I could not study with my spilling head. Nowadays just busy with my school works and really abandon all my feelings. Without thinking about stuffs like last time, isn't this good... I like this kind of life, no need to be trouble with anything except study.
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Title: BeachToday went to the beach with they all and have fun. At the beach, I sat there alone, looking at the sea. I felt so calm in my heart and looking at the beautiful sea, memories flashed through my mind about that person. At times I really hate myself to be so silly and keep lingering on the past. I must face the present..
From secondary 1 to now, I always have someone (special person) by my side to be there for me when I have troubled, I mean friends. I do not refer to my girl friends. In sec 1 and 2, I have david. In sec 3, I have clement. In sec 4 (first half of the year), I have him. But now I am alone, I grew to keep thing in my heart. I felt peace with no one there for me. At the same time I also felt lonely. But I still have many friends.
This half year, I will be on my own, with no foot steps by side anymore. I will be strong and continue my footsteps alone. I will face every battle........
Friday, July 08, 2005
Title: Nobody told me...Today was josua Birthday, they supposed to have a so called birthday celebration as david went to buy cake. But I did not know anything about it until when david told meng jie whether she was coming to eat cake. Nobody actually told me, I felt so pain in my heart. But never mind la, because it was supposed to be a happy day and I should not be so petty about it. And I went home to sleep a whole afternoon. Forget about it, actually I felt angry in my heart.
Talked about other things, yesterday Ms Quah talked to me about am I going to nursing course. I told her that I am not sure. Then she told me how good was nursing. And it actually made me make the final decision. My final decision is to go to nursing course. It is alreadly decided in my mind. I want to be a nurse and I will never regret. I will score well for O level and use the 6 months of holiday to work to earn money for my poly fees and spend the time studying biology and proberly a third language. Biology is needed in nursing so I wish to learn it and will not lose out to the others who have biology when I go to nursing course. :D....