Sunday, April 30, 2006
Title: Week 1 of school...Week 1 of school passed in a blink. School of health science is not easy as what I have thought. The biology appears like a stranger to me. Yet I have to befriend it. Life is supposed to be hard. I bet my friends are facing the same problems as me now. I am very worry about one person(my 1o years friend)... I know about her back and it seems like it not recovering. She even took up touch rubdy in S&W. I know she is also feeling vexed about it. I should not be always asking her to take care of her back. Because she is also feeling bad about it. "Sorry, I cant do anything to help u."
Yesterday after work went to ah jian house to taste what they have cooked. Actually what they have cooked, is not bad after all. It does not taste that terrible that it cannot be eaten. Somemore it him who cooked... hahaha... Actually I felt really uneasy when people kept putting I and him together. To me, I and him are really good friends. That all! I remembered one of the conversation in ah jian house that really make me feel uneasy.
One of them in the house said,"Guo li, why are you not eating?"
Then one of them said," Oh, he left it all for her to eat." The above conversation is definitely in chinese. What liao at that point of time. Super embrassing!!!!
Today is my sister birthday also.... haha...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Title: Really feel like bursting into tears...Today is the second day, there are so many textbooks to buy. And I have to buy the textbooks because the teacher uses the picture from the textbooks. And it biology!!!! I scared that it gonna be hard for me because I do not have a biology background. Really feeling very scared. The textbooks all together costs $300 plus. So expensive man. But never mind la. Next time I will earn back the money... hohoho...
This is the fifth day that he did not call me. I switch on my handphone everyday just to wait for his calls. I switch it on even when I sleep. Waking up in the morning hoping to see a miss call displayed on my hp screen. But wait long long then got ar. I waited so many days. Disappointed day after day. It is terrible... I think it time for me to get use of him not calling me. But it gonna be tough. I cannot think of the reason why he is not calling me. He dislikes me? He hates me? He finds me irritating? I do not know what is the reason that he is not calling me... :( ... I really miss his voice...
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Title: I am so quiet! OMG!I went to the camp with not a very good mood. My group is called SUNO. I was in a group with a lots of malays and only few chinese girls. There is only two boys. I do not talk much in the camp. There were some people who were really hyperactive. And I cannot be high enough. But the camp was really very fun. The group leader make the camp really very fun although it is their first time of planning the camp. As ngee an started nursing only last year. The malays usually click with the malays. Then that was one girl called Eunice and she was always with Richard. So in the end I was left alone. I do not feel like joining them as I do not have much things to talk with them. And my mouth do not want to open. So in the end, I do not feel like staying. I went to tell the GL that I want to go home. Then thinking that I can go home and have a comfortable sleep. That will be so nice. Then my GL started telling me not to leave. One of the GL even started singing song to me. She sing well. When I went to tell my group members that I am leaving, they started asking why are you going. But in the end I still choose to leave. My mood now is also not very good. Will talk about what happens in the first day of camp when I have the time.......
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Title: One came after the other...Yesterday went out with wen ting, ah jian and ah jie. But my mind was not there at all. I should not have went as it has spoiled the mood. I think so...
Few days before I told dinosaur about that thing. Now I am feeling so bad. How can I be so bad? But this has to be done. I sms him again, he did not reply me. Forget it la!!! This thing has been in my mind for a few days. PLEASE GET IT OFF MY MIND!
Something personal stuff happens in my family. It is not nice to write it in my blog. But I know I have to be independent. I going to tidy my house. My mum work full today. I cannot spend too much on unneccessary stuff liao. Last night I really feel like having david by my side. And him giving me advises. I want to tell guo li about what happens to me. But I do not know how to tell him.
School going to re open next week. I should have a happy mood to welcome the new start of my life. But is it possible?
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Title: The worst has come...What to do? What to do? I did not expect the outcome to be negative and I am not mentally prepare for it. I had thought that the outcome to be good. What can we do to help her now? She must be feeling very terrible. I know that when she sees we guys, she will not look sad. But she will be quiet but deep inside her... Yee huay suggested few places to go to... Must also depends on where she wants to go. I always have this thing in my mind. If in the first place we helped her more in her study, will she scored better. I do not know what to do... I am not good at consoling people....
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Title: Alone at home... BORING!!!Erm...Saturaday, sunday and today... These three days I had been staying at home, sleeping, eating and watching TV. Like a pig!!! Now even if I want to go out, I will think twice. If I called yee huay to go out, I had to call the others also. I want a 2 date but it had to be a group date. Maybe it is very selfish of me...Sighs... So in the end, I dare not call them to go out. If guo li this week has off day that will be good. Can ask him to go out but too bad he does not have off day this week.
Yesterday talked to them through conversation through val hp. They were talking so lively but I can't get lively. Do not know why, so I kept quiet throughout the conversation. But do talk a bit... Ah cai is still apologising to me about what happen that night... haha... find it so funny...
School going to reopen soon. Will he still call every night? Will I get use of him not calling me? :(