Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Title: Be fortunate of what you have now...It had been ages since I last updated my blog. I had been so busy this few weeks. And do not feel like blogging at all.
I have been feeling so stressed up this week. I study so much and this in my mind is like a mess. But after thinking why do I have to stress myself so much. It will not help me? I should not be complaining at all. I should be happy that I am living in this world. Recently the earthquake at indonesia have caused so many deaths. People are homeless. Why do a disaster have to happen? Killing so many people. I am glad that when I read the news saying that a lots of country are helping them. Including Singapore, Malaysia, Japan, Korea and so on. Thanks god that they helped them. So be blessed that you are living this world.
Common test is next week. I must work hard... Jia you lor!!!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Title: A new beginning of life ba...Listening to radio now and writing my blog. I have been studying the whole day. Of course, I got break between for me to relax. I have been thinking of a lot of stuffs this few days. I have a cut in my heart and I believe it healing now. It is bleeding profusely yesterday. Yesterday on my way back home, sitting on the bus. Tears filled my eyes somehow when I thought of something. Sometimes I really think, there are so many good friends around you. But who will be beside you when you really need them. One or two friends will walk pass your life and being the only fews tat knows you so well. David is in australia. I cannot get to talk to him of my problems and so on. I have to depend on myself. Maybe there are few friends that really know you well but you do not know. How about turning your head and take a look.
I want my life to be happy. I promised david to live my life happy. But... Next week will be a new start. I have to work hard as common test is coming. Jia you ba lay hwee!!!
Friday, May 12, 2006
Title: Did I do the right thing?
Just now when I was online, stephen asked me whether I went for the squash training yesterday..
Stephen: Did you went to the squash training yesterday?
Layhwee: No
Stephen: How about on tuesaday?
Layhwee: No
Stephen: May I know the reason why?
Layhwee: Sorry but to tell you that I am quitting squash. I do not think squash suit me.
Layhwee: I know it is very irreponsible of me to join the cca but quit after that.
Stephen: Dun worry, it okie. Hope that you will find a better cca.
Stephen: Keep in touch, ya?
Layhwee: Ya.
Stephen: Anyway you are welcome to come back anytime.
Stephen: I will not submit your name yet.
The conversation was something like that. I am feeling really very bad. I am quitting squash yet he is still so friendly and welcoming me back anytime.
I want to go out tomorrow but I do not know who should I go out with. Wen ting, yee huay they all are so busy with their work. So do not want to disturb them.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Title: Feeling so high but...Today was a good day for me, I scored well for my FON class test. It was my first time to take the module test. And I scored 18/25. Good rite? So happy, I thought that I will not scored well. Then in the afternoon, we had nursing skills labortary. I always like this lesson so much. We had a lots of fun man. We learnt how to brush people teeth. Then I and Jojo paired up and brushed each other teeth. Then I was laying on the bed then she was brushing my teeth. And she is being violent but she purposely one. So we started laughing after that. Then we also learnt how to clean the patient's eyes. It's simply so fun man. Then next week, we are going to bath each other in our bath suit. That is so exciting!!!! This lesson was the last one for the day. So that point of time, I was feeling very high and very happy. Then went to the library with Jo. Then she rest for a while then go home liao. I should have went home with her. But I went to the 4th level to find wen ting. I was talking to yee huay through the phone and telling her about my test. Then I went back to where wen ting is sitted. Wen ting said I am noisy and asked me to go home. At that point of time, I am really feeling sad. So I went to my place and sitted there and started listening to my radio and messaging meng. Then I decided not to go the squash thingy and went home.
Talking about the squash thing. I am quitting squash. That are a few factors that lead to it. Although I only attended the first two sessions of the squash. But I realised I am not up to it. I played badly even when I have to start the ball. The ball will either go too up or down. Then in the end, I have to go outside and practice it. Haiz... And the training is every tuesaday and thursaday. I have to reach home so late after that. Actually I am still feeling hard to cope with my nursing. Although I went in with 12 points but it still hard. Everyday have to study, sick of it. But I enjoy the lessons. The hand language thing is only one time per week. And I can learn a skills out of it. But quitting squash, I like leaving wen ting alone there. In the first place, we joined squash together. Haiz... But I do not want to be in a CCA that I do not like. I do not know what to do. So I asked yee huay to call me in the night. Aunty huay, it is time to seek advices from you.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Title: In the sch library...Right now, I am in school's library using yee huay computer. Hahaha... It has been quite long since I last updated. This week is the third week of school. But I have been so busy with my school works. There is going to be a FON test on thursaday. I am quite worried about it as I do not know how they will set the questions to be like. But this time round I will not set my goals too high. I just hope to get a pass for my coming test. As I learnt in Psychology that we should set our goals achieveable and not too unrealistic. Haha... I learn something in school nai.
Just to let my friends know, I am becoming very open-minded now. As the thing I learn in biology and so on. So any of you when you see me next time, do not be suprise because of the drastic change in me. Hahaha..
I hope that my friends are coping well with their studies. Ah ma you coping well? Aunty huay must take care of your back la... U heard me.. haha..