Thursday, May 22, 2008
Title: Shagged..................................................................................................................... I think it has been a really long time since I last time really smile from the deep of my heart. I have not enjoyed myself like for very long. Everyday is work, work and work. Endless tasks for me to do. Like never ending... Am I stressing myself? I know that in life, everybody will be sick of the thing that they are doing. But I am really shagged. Sometimes I really feel like doin something... But I know that not the way to solve problems and life is precious... Nxt week is practical test, the one that I feared every semester. I really hope that I can do well. I will try my very best to do well in this practical test. All I can tell myself is, "I can perform well de"...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Title: I am worried...Today seeing you crying out out of a sudden, really make my heart sink to the bottom. I really feel like crying with you. I know you have been bearing and enduring it for very long. And you finally burst out. I have never been into your shoe, so I do not really know how do you feel. But just know, we all will be here for you. I am seriously very worried about you. Girl, you have to be strong, I know this is tough. I will be here whenever you need me. Just remember.... Julien, did not know that you was so down for the past few weeks, until you told me today. But glad that you are feeling better. My ears are here hor... Seriously, do not do anything silly. Okay?
"I just hope that you gals are alright"
Friday, May 16, 2008
Title: How can I accept it?One thing is not settle, and another problem came out. Why is this semester like that? Can anybody answer my question... Sorry ah ma, today give you a fright again when I called you. I was really holding it for very long, hearing your voice. Actually let me burst out again. Sorry to make you worry. Did not want to bother anybody about my problems, as I know you all are stress too. Was very moody for the whole day, partly was because of that particular problem. Thanks people for asking me what happened. Thanks Joseph for asking me, did not realise that you will notice about it. I would rather I have know nothing from the start. If I have not care about you, I will not go about thinking. It is hard for me to accept, please give me some time. Everything seem to be not going smoothly for me. All I can tell myself is to let go, and not let things bother about me. I do not have the energy anymore to care about this thing. I am tired. And I will burst sooner or later. I really feel like...
Sorry people for this emo entry. Please just ignore this entry and not asked me any questions. I hope I can wake up tmr, and forget everything that have happened.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
This thing happen, another thing happen and another thing happen again...Sry I was too obsess by my own problems, I did not have the time to find you and talk with you. Can we find a time and talk??? You all are precious to me, seeing you all having problems. Make me worry. How I hope nope of you have problems and be the usual us...
So much things happen within a few weeks... Seeing ah ma drink until like that, I am angry and worried at the same time. Do you know that?
How I wish I can be back to the time when I was 16...
Saturday, May 03, 2008
At vivo, waiting for valen... Lao mei n me.. :D
Lao Mei n Jenna...
Valen and I...
Our small manjong on the mat... Look cute...
Bing and elliott...
Elliott with her wipes... hahaha...
On our way hm on the tram... Valen, elliott, ah bing and ah Jo...
Me, Mei, Jenna and ah tian...
Title: Trip to Sentosa
They have been planning this trip since that day at Clinical Trial module lecture. The lecture was boring, so bing n jo was discussing on it. Planning what to bring and what to make... Our main purpose is to actually picnic. Nice man...
On Fri, they went to buy the ingredients. I did not join them as I was meeting wen ting to watch my iron man. So they are the core organizer, while I slacking behind.. HAHA... Sry ppl...
Saturaday came!!!! I woke up at 8am, damn tired. But no choose, have to wake up. So went to meet them at Harbour Front. Waited for Valen for a while as I think that she was also not feeling that well. So who came? Bing, Jo, Tian, Mei, Jenna, Eillott, Valen and me.
Reached Sentosa about 12 plus bai.
We putted our mats and we sat down and EAT!!! Thanks to Eillott, she prepared mashed potatos (which was damn nice), mashed eggs and some others. And credit also go to Bing and Jenna. Jenna prepare spaggetti (nice too)... :D Bing's brought hotdogs, bread and... Not forgetting Bing's de ice water... And we have tibits, cheesecakes, chocolate... We brought a lot of foods... After eating, we started playing UNO. Was funny while playing. U all know what I mean, with the plate passing around... Next activity, Jo, Mei and Jenna, went for swimming. And the rest of us played manjong, they taught me how to play. The manjong was so small... And they was saying beginner, will have beginner luck and keep winning. But I did not even win at least once... SAD!!! Eillott was resting aside while we played. We waited quite long for the rest to come back. And I got tanned which I did not want because of the stupid sun moving around. When they came back, we packed our stuff and here we go- Home sweet home...
*Really have a lots of fun with everyone of you.... And thanks for everyone of ur effort to prepare and plan... Love you all... *