Thursday, June 26, 2008
Title: It happen again...Everything was going smoothly this morning, went to our space and sat down and play monoploy. Really have lots of fun. At that moment, all my stress was all gone. But this does not last long. Went for NSL lesson, teacher told us that our class have the majority percentage of failure for theory paper. Somehow I am mentally prepared for the worst. She shown us the result. I saw my marks. The first word that came out of my mouth was "Fuck". Then I started telling myself, is okay. Is okay to fail. I can take it. But this really does not work well. The feeling was not good at all. I called yee huay and she came down and accompany me. I know is okay to fail. But this three years, I have never fail before. It been so long, and this happen again. Is like falling from a high building. And the next moment, I am died. But keep telling myself, life still have to go on. Look at the brighter side. But inside me is really... I cant believe that I actually failed, teacher is disappointed. I am disappointed in myself too. NS5 got a Dt... Is either a fail or a Dt result...
Tmr is our video presentation, stay in school until 11pm plus with ziqin and wan tian to edit it. Thanks ah ma for staying too... I really hope tmr everything will go well... I cant afford to have another blow anymore...
Monday, June 16, 2008
Chia and val... :D
Wen ting n chia... :D
Me and chia... :D
Alvin wif his cake...
Birthday boy.. :D
Title: Alvin chia de bdae...
First time clebrating alvin chia de birthday. Know him for about six years and this is the few time we are celebrating with him. Met up with val, kh n yx to buy his present first in the afternoon then went to watch ag concert in the evening. We went marina square after that to eat our dinner. Not gonna blog very detail of what happened cuz think ah ma n val will blog also bai.. HAHA... Hope tt alvin hav a nice time with us and hope you like the present that we bought for you. :D
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Title: The 4 of us...Today went to watch Sex And The City with ah ma, val, kh. Yh did not join us because she got something on. Watching this show, make me envy the four girls in the show. I admired the kind of relationship that they have. There was a scene, when the groom run off, and the bride was so sad. And when the bride came down the car to scold the groom. After that the bride buried her face in her friend arms. I saw the eyes of her friends staring at the groom. I do not know how to describe the feeling. But it like your friends will know how bad you are feeling when you are down, and be there for you. This kind of feeling is very heartwarming. Friends are hard to come, it god fate that we actually met each other and became close friends. So I wish that our relationship of four of us will stay forever close like in the past. I told ah ma that I would want the 3 of u to be my bridemaid when I get marry. Hope that is this day to come...
I treasure the three of you as close as it is to my heart. "30 years down the road, I hope we will be the 4 still like before"
Monday, June 09, 2008
Title: Holidays begin...Holiday have started. I got endless list of movie shows that I want to watch. I want to watch Kung fu Panda, Sex And The City, The Chronicles of Narnia, Incredible Hulks, You don't mess with Zohan, Hancock. Hancock have to wait until july then will show. I feel like watching everyshow on list... HAHA... I think this is the only holiday left for me to enjoy, when school reopen. I have to start again, and semester will end soon. And there come my PRCP. The one that I fear most.
Now I do not want to care so much, I want to enjoy my holiday. But in the meanwhile, still have to do my project... Enjoy holiday everybody!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Title: Common test over!!!!!!Finally common test is over... The 4 paper is okay bai except for one. Can pass, I very happy le. Hahaha...
I change my blogskin, find this blogskin very simple. That why I chose to use this. Went back to see my entry for secondary school, cant help but thinking why did I think that way that time. Find it sometimes very childish and immature. Actually I am a person who is not very good, can really give people attitude. Although that person may not have offend me. What people say can influence me badly. And in turn, I will be influence by that person. Chatted with wan tian for very long on the phone. Talked about a lots of things... Feel kind of quilty that I should not have said that in year 2, when I am the same class as you all. I did not mean it seriously. Very sorry... I know you all did not take it to heart. A lot of things going through my mind now... Proceed or terminate???
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Title: Headache...Study study study... So sian... I having a terrible headache now, do not know how to continue studying sia... I have been slacking quite a bit this few days, addicted to my psp game... Haha... I will try to control de...
Anyway my mood quite bad this week, so do stay away from me. A bit of thing can actually piss me off... I do not want to shot people off...
Thursday please come quickly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!