Sunday, April 27, 2008
Title: Slacking day...Today have been slacking at home like nobody business... Eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping again. It is good to slack. But when I do not have anything to do, my mind will start to think about stuffs again. Just went to see my nursing senior profile, they are all staff nurses now. Can I see my future like that also? I am worried. Even how well, you score in school, GPA high. But what the point? I know how I do in clinical attachment. But I am still worried. I am a slow learner. What if, initially I have not choosen this path? Where am I now? University? Next year, this time, where will I be? In the ward? I will definitely try my best to perform well in clinical as I am bonded.
Hope my birthday wish this year will come true bai. All I can tell myself is, I can do it. No matter how tough it is gonna be, I believe I can pull through. I may not excel like others, but at least I tried.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Ziqin, Ang Jenna, Me and mei mei... :D
Elliott, bing, jo, tian, me, Ang Jenna, mei, ziqin and valen...
At Crystal Jade... :D
Title: Jenna's birthday celebration
Today went out with my them to celebrate in advance Ang Jenna's birthday. Hope that she have a lots of fun with us. We all bought Briken Stock slippers for her... :D I myself feel like buying one also, but must control... Went to eat Crystal Jade... Nice food... Still thinking of wed, wat should I do for her in special...
Thursday, April 17, 2008
I do not know what I am thinking... Can somebody clear all those stuff from my mind... Is this what I want? My mind keep thinking and thinking for no reasons. Everything change out of a sudden... I am not getting used to it... Why let me get use to it initially and now eveything change again... Thanks Joseph for asking how was it... Layhwee, just let go, and you will be alright...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Title: All I can say is sorry...I have been avoiding sia. It is obvious... I am really sorry. Everything happen too fast. It really did scare me. I feel that I am doing stuff that will let people misunderstand. I am sorry... I am sorry... Val say take my time bai... It is really uncomfortable man... Y me? Y me? I am truely sorry to behave in this way man...
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Title: 2nd day of school reopen...It is still the 2nd day of school, I already can feel the stress coming in. WTH... I feel that all our lecturer are stressing us. Telling us the mistakes that our senior make during attachment, really scared me. I scare that when I am out there, I will also make the mistakes... I do not want to make mistakes that will harm my patient. Everytime thinking of the things make me wonder again, why am I in this course. Why do I like it so much? All I can tell myself, is to work hard this semester.
Friday, April 04, 2008
Title: 3 weeks of attachment...I am back to posting my blog. This 3 weeks was really very tiring for me. Standing for long hours about 8 hours each day, everyday is so busy. Walking here and there. It is really like free sliming. I am gonna be skeleton liao. Really very worried that I will not be scoring well as I make like endless mistakes, but guess what my teacher gave me a good marks. Was really shocked when I saw the marks. Did not really think that I deserve the marks. A lots of things happen, and I believe I really learn a lot during this attachment. People picked my mistakes endless times, really demolishing at times, and thanks ah tian for being there. And being together with a new bunch of friends is good. Get to really know them. Glad that I am in this group this time round. Get to know elliott more.... :D haha... Overall, good attachment experience. :D
Now is back to holiday. I left with one more week of holiday to go, gonna enjoy it with all my strength. And will be prepared for my final year. Genting, I am coming. Really glad to go with everyone of you... And next week, anticipating the sushi trip with ah tian they all and gonna learn swimming from ANG JENNA... haha...
Okay, gonna end my post here. Enjoy our precious one week of holiday everyone. :D