Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Title: Tomorrow O level chinese oral.I feel a little nervous for tomorrow chinese O level oral but I know that it is no use worrying about. I will just try my best. That time he said he will help me with my chinese when O lvl come but he did not. Does everyone forget their promises easily?? I feel like asking him do he have anything to say to me for tomorrow O level oral. But I just think forget it, he will not remember the promise anyway. So what is the use??
May god bless me for tomorrow oral.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Title:School going to re-open soon, around 1 more week. When school re-open, my car will be slowly driven to the full engine till O level. I will put my whole heart into study, my emotion have to be aside. At the same time, I will set some time for me to rest when there is a need. I will definitely feel stress but at life there will be stress at school or when you go out to work, there will be stress. So stress is everywhere, I will take stress as a motivation in my study.
Half year have alreadly pass, left only half year for we guys (secondary friends) to be together, when O level is over, everyone will go to their separate ways. And at that time some go Jc or poly, making new friends all over again. Isn't that sad, but that is life. The June holiday going to be over, I have spend sometime thinking over emotional stuffs. I have finally been able to really put away my emotional side. Clement have told me I must put away my emotional side or else it will affect my study. Times has passed so fast, last year this time, the old folks are still studying hard for their O level, and now it was my turn to work hard for O level. School re-open, my chinese oral will begin soon, follow by listening exam. And soon chinese O level will be out, what grade will I get?? Last year wei lei told me "he" cried when "he" get his chinese result...the "he" does nt refer to wei lei .... will I cry when I get my O level result?? I do not know??
Friday, June 10, 2005
Title: Buck Up ...This two week of holiday, I had wasted so much time. I should spend more time on studying but I did not. Usually I would wake up late in the morning and then in the afternoon I would sleep again. My homework still had a lots not done yet. The next two week of holiday I must make full use of it. I will not write much in my blog, must spend more time with my books instead of computer. But I still must enjoy my holiday.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Title: ME.While I was doing homework halfway just now, a thought came into my mind. I was thinking what a person I was like now. I recalled the "layhwee" in sec 2 and 1, she is girl who is not very siao, very quiet at times, mix with a few friends in class only. But the "layhwee" now in 2005, was very siao, I do not know how to describe the "layhwee" now. I just do not like it. I remembered last time Ms kan said I was a good girl and guai. But am I guai now ??? I want to change back to my ownself. I like that kind of "layhwee" who is not there sociable, more ladylike. But the "layhwee" now, at times bad word also can come out from her mouth, not very ladylike. Laugh also laugh very loudly, especially in the public. But it takes time to go change back.
I just do not like the outer cover of me now. So rough, like man.
It takes times to change back, it may not change back as it is hard to change back...
Monday, June 06, 2005
Title: What wrong??I could sense that something was wrong, I asked wen ting why she suddenly do not want to go Bugis, was it because of me. She said "No la". I asked her what exactly happened, she did not reply me. Something must had gone wrong, was it me??? I do not know.
Meng said she and he was okie already. That was good, everything was back in order for them. Hehehe...
I do not feel like posting much today. I wanted to be alone, I liked it.
Friday, June 03, 2005
Title: The sjab camp.I went for st john camp but it was just simply boring. My cadets said that it was not fun as compared to last year. Of course la, last year the camp was I who planned it. Hehe.. Yesterday was the camp fire with the NPCC. The npcc was so friendly. I was at the right back of the camp fire, sitting down at the bench with Jian Ming. Jian ming's Sir thought that I and him together. Since the starting of the camp, keep saying us. Super funny.. Last night when I was about to go home, Jian ming walked past me and quite close to me and said good bye. I was stunned and regained my action at the next minute. I felt it was so sweet for him to said good bye to me and so close to me. Anyway we are just friends. He is nice. Haha..