Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Title: What is going on in my mind?I feel that my mind is in a mess. Do not know what I have thinking recently. Like in confusion like that. And I sleep a lot. I want to talk to someone about the malay guy that I know recently. I want to talk to Yee Huay but she is working and she is so busy. Hardly do we get to see each other nowadays. Telling wan tian or wen ting? But how should I tell them what I am thinking. haiz.... dun think liao la....
Eating sushi tmr!!!! Yummy!!!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Title: We are just friends...I have been thinking about the relationship between Guo li and I. Are we friends or what? But in my heart, I know that we are just friends but I do not know how he thinks. I finally message him and asked him this question. He said tat we are just friends. Maybe he is like a big brother to me. We have been chatting quite often on the phone since march. He will get me what I want, he bought me two mickey mouse soft toy because he know that I like it. One mickey mouse is for my birthday present. And the other is to reward me because of some reasons. Too lazy to say. One time he was in Penang and he took picture of many dogs and gave it to me because I liked it. This time round he came back from Penang and bought chocolate for me cause I wanted it. All this things do not really sound like we are just friends. But we are just good friends. We are just friends like what I and David are. Wen ting told me not to think too much. Maybe I am really thinking too much. Hahahaha... I have been thinking about the relationship between Guo li and I cause yesterday there was someone who ask whether I got someone special in my heart. Then I thought of Guo Li but when I think again. I just think that we are just friends. Lihui, you have been thinking too much man. Wake up.... You and him are just friends.
Friday, September 15, 2006
Title: Passion must always be there.3 weeks of attachment passed in a blink. And next week will be the last week of attachment. Sometimes it makes you think twice why you want to be a nurse and whether you are on the right track. There is like a devil and angel in my inner self. Sometimes a lot of question go through my mind when doing my attachment.
Q: Why am I doing all this for the patient? The patient will ask you to take this to him and clean his shit and changing diapers.
Devil: Why am I doing all this for them? I am not their maid!!! A nurse is the same as a maid. No much differance. Why don't you go to be a maid instead?
Angel: Nurse is supposed to do things for the patient. To care for the patient including shit and urine and whatever. You should have been expecting all these things in the first day when you join nursing. If you can endure, it means your passion is there. And a maid is differance from a nurse. A maid is without knowledge. A nurse is full of knowledge.
Q: Sometimes patient are really getting on my nerve.
Devil: Just do not care about them. It making you mad man.
Angel: Your attitude is totally wrong man. Even if they are getting on your nerve, you also can't get angry. It is the worst thing to get angry with your patient. You should have patience. Where is your patience man? And never show a bad face in front of them.
Sometimes a dozen of question in my mind about the right and wrong things that we should do. And we should always do a reflection of ourself at the end of the day about what we actually do that day. I have truely learnt a lot in this attachment. Getting a feel of how attachment is like in hospital. And all of a sudden, I feel that I have grow up in the way I think about things. :D
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Title: TalksToday I slept until 10am plus man, felt so shiok!!! It been like so long since I really have a nice long sleep because have to wake up so early in the morning to go to attachment if working in the morning shift. That is very tiring man!!!
Then in the afternoon, met up with wan tian in bugius. Ziqin could not make it because she went to Superstar. Sad man... When I was in mrt travelling to bugius to meet her, I felt very uncomfortable. I felt very giddy and started to felt breathless. It seem like my asthma is acting up again. And there was no seat for me to seat. Then finally reach bugius then I took a seat and rest for a well. Luckily I felt better after it.
We went to bugius street and I bought ear rings. The ear rings were so cute man. We did not stay long in bugius street. We went to Parco and shop there. We chatted a lot while walking. Talking about attachment. We saw kelly also. She was so pretty. Then we suddenly crave for XXL chicken. I have never try before but the way she describe make me crave for it too. HAHA... But bugius do not sell XXL chicken. Then we went to Habour front just to eat XXL chicken. Was damn delicious lor. Then we shopped around in harbour front. Then we do not want to go home yet so we went to Mac. And we bought fries to eat while we chatted. We chatted mostly about attachement and DOCTORS. Talking about the handsome doctor that we saw in hospital. Our eye candy man. Hahaha... The only motivation to keep us working in the hospital. Kidding la...
It nice talking to her. Really have a nice chat with her... Haha... Hope everything will go smoothly for her in the attachment and the mean staff nurse is not scolding her.
Friday, September 01, 2006
Title: First week of hospital attachment...This first week of hospital attachment had ended and I had been so busy this whole week. The first day, I did not realised it will be that tiring. Then second day came, it was also very tiring. I think I am so tired because I was working on the morning shift. And guess what, I have to wake up as early as 5am. The afternoon shift is much better as I can sleep longer. And in the afternoon shift, the time passed more quickely.
This first week of hospital attachment I have been getting use day by day of working in the hospital. My ward is mainly renal failure patient. They have to go for dialysis. But not all la... In the ward, there are different cubicles. I want my patients in my cubicle to get discharge early. I do not want them to stay in hospital for too long. I want them to get well and get discharge. Yesterday there was a student doctor using needle wanted to put medicine through the veins of the patients. It hurt our heart when we see the patient in pain. And tears is coming from his eye.
And want to apologise to yh, wt, val cause I did not went for the movie because I am too tired. Sorry friends... Hope you guys understand... Anyway take care my friends....
*I pray that my patients will get well and discharge home early*