Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Title: Agitated...Really feeling so agitated now... At first was like not thinking of the attachment thingy, then because of what that person said to me. Make me think until now. Wen ting, you get what I am saying bai... I do not know why she want to say like that to me, did I offend her? Maybe that was a causal remark that I took it too hard. I am one who will think a lot... I told wen ting about it... You are so funny... You said asked the person to go to hell la. Feeling so fan now... Cuz went to find teacher but she was not in. If really cant change, also never mind la. Cuz this time round, my attachment got Jamie, jolene, dorothy, simei and a lots of people that I know. But just tinking that if now do not go ttsh, then when I gonna adapt to a new environment??? And I want to attach to ttsh with elliot, bing, jo....
Forget it la... I will get better tmr... I just like to nag and nag and nag...
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Tmr last day at IMH already. Really do not feel like leaving for some reasons. Feel especially attach to one of the patient called Ah sian. Like to do art with him... He is a long stay patient there... Today see him lying there in the bed and not allowed to get down of bed because he is not feeling well... It hurt my heart to see him lying there and not being able to get down... First time in nursing, I feel so attach to a patient... Tmr will be the last day and will not get back to IMH anymore...My one wish will not get fufill as "he" is not working tmr, it is his off day tmr... :(
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Title: Posting to IMH...I think it has been ages since I last posted. This week I was posted to IMH for attachment. First day at IMH was really frightening for me. Seeing how they behave. One of them even touch my hands. I was like so shocked... But second day there, I started to adapt to the environment. Sometimes hearing their story why they are admitted into IMH, make me feel so sad and feel like crying. Before I went in there for attachment, if I see people outside like this. All of us will think like they are mad people. But that not cannot be help, they have the illness. We cannot do anything to actually help them, only medication can help them bai. But hope that our present there will accompany them to spend their time...
Yesterday went out with Bing and Jenna to eat sushi. Rushed down to Orchard to meet Bing after our attachment... Met the rest for a short while after that... Seeing the others having holiday now make me so jealous, so sad that we cannot go out often as I having my attachment...
Next week still got attachment... One week to go...