Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Title: ME.While I was doing homework halfway just now, a thought came into my mind. I was thinking what a person I was like now. I recalled the "layhwee" in sec 2 and 1, she is girl who is not very siao, very quiet at times, mix with a few friends in class only. But the "layhwee" now in 2005, was very siao, I do not know how to describe the "layhwee" now. I just do not like it. I remembered last time Ms kan said I was a good girl and guai. But am I guai now ??? I want to change back to my ownself. I like that kind of "layhwee" who is not there sociable, more ladylike. But the "layhwee" now, at times bad word also can come out from her mouth, not very ladylike. Laugh also laugh very loudly, especially in the public. But it takes time to go change back.
I just do not like the outer cover of me now. So rough, like man.
It takes times to change back, it may not change back as it is hard to change back...