Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Title: DepressionWhy did she get b3 and I get only b4 for CCA. I worked so hard for my st john, spent so much effort on it and in the end this is what I get. She did not do anything, just stand there and she get b3. Is this fair? Is this fair? There is nothing I can do. I felt so miserable. I really get tired of telling my friends about this. I want this thing to get off of my mind. But it keep on lingering in my mind. I sacrafice so much for St John, the effort that I put in everybody can see. And this is what I get... Even my SS, I am the top in class but I do not feel happy at all. This CCA stuff have bought such a big impart on me. And vanish all my happiness. Seeing her make me remember the incident. What to do? And make me feel angry...