Thursday, January 19, 2006
Title: ...I do not know why this will happen... but deep inside me is sad... After work, seeing Valerie my tears came running down. But now I do not want to cry liao, I am tired and hope to go to sleep early. I do not want to tell my parents. I scared they will worry for me.
I hated Ying Wei... Why did she tell me when I was at the counter? I was stunned when I heard it and immediately feel like crying. But I could not... It was not wrong for her to tell me but does she think of my feeling. Miao tian, my shi fu also did not tell me. I think they scared I will worry about it. I hoped that David is here and give me a hug and tell me everything is alright.