Saturday, February 25, 2006
Title: Down... down...Today valerie told me that yesterday they went to have tea at the coffee shop. Val told me that ah jian said that guo li is going back to Penang and will not be coming back. I thought that was not true. He called me and I asked him whether it is true. He told me that he is really not coming back. At the particular moment, I am really feeling sad... Although we are just friends but you will feel sad.
We met at Sheng shiong and that was one time when he bought chocolate for me to eat. Then that time, I did not saw him then realised that he quited his job at Sheng Shiong. Then often saw him coming back to Sheng shiong. Then that day when I quit my job at Sheng shiong. I saw him again and then I bought some biscuit for him to eat. Then I thought we will never meet again because I am not working at Sheng shiong. But who knows... Last week I worked at Suntec and coincidence I get to see him again. Is that fate? I do not know...
Then this week Yee huay gave him my number then he called me. I thought that we will be better friends. But who knows that he is going off... He is going off next week... Why give me hope in the first place then smash my hope. I am feeling terrible.
Everything will be over soon. I know that I will get over it in a few day. hehe...
Hope that when he go back to his country, everything will go smoothly for him.
I still got a lots of friends around me. Like david who still care for me so much atlhough he is at Sydney studying. Yee huay who is there to listen to me. I will be fine. I have grown up.