Monday, February 06, 2006
Title: I am lost...Today when I woke up in the morning, the first thing that I remember is that "David have gone to Sydney". I feel so lost. I thinking of not seeing him for a long time. I told myself that he will be back. But inside of me really do not want him to go. He is the big brother for me. The one who care for me. Yesterday sitting in the mrt going home... thinking of last time david and I in the Mrt one day in sec 2... thinking of we sitting in the cinema... he laying on my shoulder... too much memories man...
Yesterday when he left the train, how much do I wish that he do not leave. I burst out of crying in the end. In the airport, I tried to control my emotions. I know that he also do not feel go seeing us crying. He is my four years best friend. How could I see him leave? I am really lost...
I wrote this post with tears flowing down.