Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Title: Really feel like bursting into tears...Today is the second day, there are so many textbooks to buy. And I have to buy the textbooks because the teacher uses the picture from the textbooks. And it biology!!!! I scared that it gonna be hard for me because I do not have a biology background. Really feeling very scared. The textbooks all together costs $300 plus. So expensive man. But never mind la. Next time I will earn back the money... hohoho...
This is the fifth day that he did not call me. I switch on my handphone everyday just to wait for his calls. I switch it on even when I sleep. Waking up in the morning hoping to see a miss call displayed on my hp screen. But wait long long then got ar. I waited so many days. Disappointed day after day. It is terrible... I think it time for me to get use of him not calling me. But it gonna be tough. I cannot think of the reason why he is not calling me. He dislikes me? He hates me? He finds me irritating? I do not know what is the reason that he is not calling me... :( ... I really miss his voice...