Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Title: My practical test is finally over!!!I hate practical test as I will be very nervous over it then I will try to calm myself down. Then today still got cell and molecular presentation. Then during presentation, my groups memebers like only I and Wan tian answer the questions. Make me feel so disappointed of them... Luckily teacher gave us a good grade...
Then went for FON lecture, the whole lecture hall was like so noisy. Cant even concentrate... My friends are talking in front and behind. I really want to ask them to SHUT UP!!! Ms lock is teaching so hard and they are like talking... After that I told Jojo that I am very angry with her because of that... Maybe I am too harsh to say that to her bai...
Then went to SIM food court to eat with my friends... Then I also did not finish my food, I think only finish 1/4 bai as I have no appetite because of the practical later.
Then at 3pm then started to have practical. Waiting for my turn to come... I hate to wait for the time for my turn as it will make you more nervous. In the end, I think I will did well for this practical... Hopefully la... Then I also forget to take my shoulder pad out( maybe too happy liao that I have finish my practical.)
Then went home to sleep. Luckily I turned my phone to silent. When I woke at 7pm, there is like 5 messages on my phone. And I am kind of irritated by the message. As two of them are like asking me for my shoulder pad for tmr their practical. I was not really irritated. Then when I finished bathing, two more messages came and asked me about the shoulder pad. What the hell, they do not have theirs ar... I think I am easily irritated nowadays bai... SO BEWARE!!!!
Anyway yh I did not mean to be harsh on you when I say about that you did not tell me about david return will be earlier then I will have to work... As if wen ting did not tell me on sat, I will not have know about it. So I was like kind of upset that why you did not tell me about it earlier on. Then if you all are going out on friday, I will not be able to make it. As I have already promised to work on that day. Anyway the date that he had come back has changed. So I think does not matter anymore bai...
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Title: If given me a second choice, I may not choose this kind route bai...Why did you(our lecturer) have to say such things to us? He make me want to quit nursing. Why did he have to say indirectly that our acting is bad? Do you think I want to come to nursing? I want to come to nursing because of my dream. And because of one sentence of your words, you destroy my dream. You let me give up hope. What kind of fucking teacher are you? I hate you to the core. Fuck you man. With my O levels result, I can go anywhere I like. I can go JC, I can go do business courses, life sciences course. But because of my dream, I choose the course that nobody else will choose. With a 28 points, you can even get in. But I choose this route. You are not fit to be our lecturer. Just get out of my sight.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Title: Yesterday was the first time I cried in front of my friends...Yesterday was a really bad bad day for me... Morning Michael asked the class whether we all wanted to form our own groups for projects or he choose for us. Most of them said form our own groups. Step was sitting beside me so she asked me and jojo to join her group. Then I just agreed. As I do not want to always do projects with my close friends too often as there will be definitely conflict between us. Every projects I and Wan Tian have been doing until we are tired... Although everyone of us played a part in the project but I just want to have a change of group. Jamie they all might think that I do not want them already, just leave the group. Maybe you all think that I am selfish or what bai. Maybe you all think that I went to Step group is because there got smart smart people. But just to clarify, I AM NOT THAT KIND OF PPL!!! During SAW presentation, sze han went to sit beside me and wan tian. And sze han know that what I am thinking and know that I do not want to. Wan tian also want to join others group but... And in the end I just burst out and cried in front of Wan Tian... I felt better after that...
I do not want Jenna, Ziqin they all to misunderstand me... But what I did, they will definitely misunderstand bai... You all want me to stay in the original group, is it because I am useful? Is this called loyal friend? If I am not useful, you will probably throw me aside bai?
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Title: Projects…I wanted to post this post this morning at 1am but I cant... because my computer very slow... so i save the draft and post now... Must be wondering why I am not on the bed bai? It is because I am still very alert, maybe because do too much project liao... Last week until now have not been sleeping well, sleeping will also think about project...
My project is going to do finish liao... Only need to do the presentation next week...
My FON ppt- Finish except the diagnosis need to give elliot then she edit on it...
My CMBIO ppt- Finish except need to make it into more slides.
My NR ppt- Finish except need to let wan tian do the animation.
My SAW ppt- Finish except the poster.
My NR individual- On the way… processing…
My pharm ppt- Have not started…
Just now heard from wan tian that Jamie said thar nr ppt do the most is ziqin lor… Then make me feel so sad… I do a lot also lor then she said it her… Ziqin also do a lot la… But… who is the one who do the presentation initially is me lor… Effort is not being recognized… damn sad la… L
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Title: It is draining out my energy day by day...I am simply too stress up by the projects. The projects is not only one la...
I got FON project- Plan to do it next week.
I got NR grp project- Doing right now.
I got NR indiviual project- On the process.
I got CMBIO project- Finished already but must do the write-up.
I got SAW project- Doing on Sunday.
I got CITS project- Also doing now.
And all these must be passed up or presented on week 15.
Everything is like jammed up. Get shoot by the CITS teacher today about our creative product. I really feel like crying. It has been a long time since I cry. But I do not want to cry in front of my poly friends... Spoil my image... Haha... kidding...
Just now at night went to IMM to buy the shoe soles for our product. Then went home to do project... Then half way doing the quiz, wen ting called then asked me to come down. Then I was in confusion, huh??? Why go down?? Then thinking it is not my birthday what??? Then when I went down, she passed me a chocolate and card. I was touched man... So surprise...
Thanks wen ting, hao ai ni... Haha... The chocolate is nice... :D
Wen ting u also must jia you hor... ;p
Monday, January 01, 2007
Title: A brand new year to start with...2007 have begin... Happy new year everybody... May this year be a better year. The details of what happens yesterday was recorded in wen ting blog. So save me from writing liao... hahaha... Thanks ah ma for writing so details. :D
Yesterday night went to s11 then after that met ah jian. Then Ah jian talked about Guo Li then said that he forget to call him that day or what. Then I said he also did not call me for nearly a week. Anyway I just feel sad after that... Then remained for quiet for when we walked to ah jian house. That is a lot of question in my mind? Why must he go for second operation? Why is he not calling me? Is that some misunderstanding or what? Is Singaporeans girls that bad that even 9 out of 10 malaysian will not choose Singaporeans to be their girlfriend???
Anyway he called me today and we have a nice chat. On msn I asked him why he never call me... Then he called me... If I did not ask, he will not call me liao lor... Talking to him is nice but it is not like in the past when we talked. That is something amiss... I do not know how to say...
It is a brand new year to begin with. Hope my studies will be better... :D