Thursday, January 18, 2007
Title: Yesterday was the first time I cried in front of my friends...Yesterday was a really bad bad day for me... Morning Michael asked the class whether we all wanted to form our own groups for projects or he choose for us. Most of them said form our own groups. Step was sitting beside me so she asked me and jojo to join her group. Then I just agreed. As I do not want to always do projects with my close friends too often as there will be definitely conflict between us. Every projects I and Wan Tian have been doing until we are tired... Although everyone of us played a part in the project but I just want to have a change of group. Jamie they all might think that I do not want them already, just leave the group. Maybe you all think that I am selfish or what bai. Maybe you all think that I went to Step group is because there got smart smart people. But just to clarify, I AM NOT THAT KIND OF PPL!!! During SAW presentation, sze han went to sit beside me and wan tian. And sze han know that what I am thinking and know that I do not want to. Wan tian also want to join others group but... And in the end I just burst out and cried in front of Wan Tian... I felt better after that...
I do not want Jenna, Ziqin they all to misunderstand me... But what I did, they will definitely misunderstand bai... You all want me to stay in the original group, is it because I am useful? Is this called loyal friend? If I am not useful, you will probably throw me aside bai?