Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Title: Is this really what I want???Today is the first day of attachment, Yasmin went home half way... During introduction, she said that nursing was her first choice but it was not what she thought it was. First choice ending up in the last choice. Am I in the same situation? I really have regret at time. Looking at my result, I know I can choose something better. Why did I choose nursing? I am really lost. Why did I choose this difficult path for myself? Present moment, I do not want to give up at all. As I have come so far, going to be a year 2 student, I do not want to give up. But if I really think that I am not on the right track, I think that it time for me to consider whether to drop out. Saying this out of my mouth, I think you gals cant believe it bai. Just give me some time to think about it. Maybe a month or two to think about it.
Yesterday was not a very fun day to me bai. First time K box was boring and sian for me. Sorry Jack and wenting... I am not use to singing with unfamiliar and not that close friends. I will be shy bai... And I do not like singing with a lot of people. Maximum is four bai. There is me... And I do not like hearing songs of the same person again and again and I do not like Jolin. Anyway sms Joseph and told him how I do not want to go for my attachment today. He always make me have a smile on my face. I do not know why. He sms, "Pat on your head". That is sweet, isn't it? Too bad, he is attach but I really love talking to him when I felt moody or trouble. As david is not here, Guo Li is not here. I think that is no other people for me to talk to bai. I know wen ting, you all are there for me. I am glad I have u gals...