Thursday, December 27, 2007
Title: ...Never knew that he will be gone but it was predicted. I should have expected that I will face death of people in my career field. In year 1, never face this before. I always hopethat I will not have to face this experience. But that not very possible...
Christmas day, I was having holiday. On 26th, went back to work. I walked into the ward and told a look at my in charge cubicle. He is not on bed, the bed is occupied by another patient. My heart skipped a beat, I was in a dazed for maybe one second. I told Hai Ling, I am afraid. Went to asked yi lok, what happened. He is gone. Upon hearing, I hold on to my tears... I saw Yee peng, I cried... I do not wish to experience this. I am glad that I did not work morning shift that day, or else I think I will burst into crying upon seeing him being pushed out.
Like what yee huay said, maybe it is a relieve for him bai. Seeing him suffering, maybe he is in the heaven happily... I knew I will have to face more in the future.
Layhwee, wipe your tears and be brave. You will get use to it...