Sunday, April 27, 2008
Title: Slacking day...Today have been slacking at home like nobody business... Eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping again. It is good to slack. But when I do not have anything to do, my mind will start to think about stuffs again. Just went to see my nursing senior profile, they are all staff nurses now. Can I see my future like that also? I am worried. Even how well, you score in school, GPA high. But what the point? I know how I do in clinical attachment. But I am still worried. I am a slow learner. What if, initially I have not choosen this path? Where am I now? University? Next year, this time, where will I be? In the ward? I will definitely try my best to perform well in clinical as I am bonded.
Hope my birthday wish this year will come true bai. All I can tell myself is, I can do it. No matter how tough it is gonna be, I believe I can pull through. I may not excel like others, but at least I tried.