Sunday, February 26, 2006
Title:...I also do not know what actually am I posting yesterday... Maybe I am just mad yesterday... haha... Why am I posting so much nowadays? I also do not know...
David said that inside of me is always crying. Is that true? I think so... I am always leading my life like so sad. I can choose to live happier. Isn't? Next Saturaday will be my birthday... I do not think yee huay, val, wen ting can take leave on that day. Who will be celebrating with me? How about celebrating alone... haha...
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Title: Down... down...Today valerie told me that yesterday they went to have tea at the coffee shop. Val told me that ah jian said that guo li is going back to Penang and will not be coming back. I thought that was not true. He called me and I asked him whether it is true. He told me that he is really not coming back. At the particular moment, I am really feeling sad... Although we are just friends but you will feel sad.
We met at Sheng shiong and that was one time when he bought chocolate for me to eat. Then that time, I did not saw him then realised that he quited his job at Sheng Shiong. Then often saw him coming back to Sheng shiong. Then that day when I quit my job at Sheng shiong. I saw him again and then I bought some biscuit for him to eat. Then I thought we will never meet again because I am not working at Sheng shiong. But who knows... Last week I worked at Suntec and coincidence I get to see him again. Is that fate? I do not know...
Then this week Yee huay gave him my number then he called me. I thought that we will be better friends. But who knows that he is going off... He is going off next week... Why give me hope in the first place then smash my hope. I am feeling terrible.
Everything will be over soon. I know that I will get over it in a few day. hehe...
Hope that when he go back to his country, everything will go smoothly for him.
I still got a lots of friends around me. Like david who still care for me so much atlhough he is at Sydney studying. Yee huay who is there to listen to me. I will be fine. I have grown up.
Friday, February 24, 2006
Title: The dog was sold...That day I saw a dog that I liked a lot. The dog is a Jack russuell terrier. But today I went to Jp and saw that the dog was no longer there. So I asked the shop people then they told me that it was sold. I cannot get to see the dog again. Omg... Anyway hope that it had found the right owner. I miss the dog...
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Title:Erm... I also do not know what the title is...I do not always write in my blog. When I really feel like writing then I will write.
Although I missed his calls yesterday but I get to talk to him through msn today. We talked so much. Thank gods, I did not went out today because my legs is aching... He showed me what he cooked, I liked the eggs dish that he cooked. Hahaha... We talked about his life in Australia, his study. Inside of me is so happy. I do not know how to describe the feelings. It may be just a simple chat with him. But not talking to someone so close to you for at least 1 week. You will do miss him. He told me when we go poly soon, we will make new friends. I will make new friends but I will make sure that I have to keep in touch wuth my Old friends. I will not allow myself to forget them. Anyway he give me his address at Austraila, I can send letters to him liao... hehe...
When we were about to end our chat, he said, "i just hope that someone will appear in ur life that can always take care of u. " Tears came into my eyes when he said that, I do not know why. Anyway so happy that I chatted with him.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Title: HOW CAN I MISS HIS CALL SO MANY TIMES???I feel so bad right now. David called me from Australia. He called my home and handphone. But I missed his calls. I want to talk to him. My sister told me that he said that next month then will call me already. I miss this chance man. :( :( :( :( :(
Friday, February 17, 2006
Title: Very happy ....Now is 12am midnight... My mum bought me long john and I had just eaten and I am so full. I liked the feeling when I am full. Actually it so nice for her to buy me something to eat. I am working and I do not eat dinner at all so every night when I came back home I will be very very very hungry. I am listening to my favourite singer Jay chou song now while posting. So with my stomach full and listening to Jay chou, I feel so happy. So easy to be satify... Haha...
I had been working for 5 days, 2 more days then I no need to work already... SO HAPPY!!! Working is so tired. Studying is better.
At the first day of work, I saw guo li. So coincidence... He work at restaurant at Suntec. But for the next few days I did not see him. Whenever I go to Mac or long John to eat during work, I will have to walk pass the restaurant that he work. Then my head will try to look inside to see whether he is there. Today I looked inside the restaurant and I think I saw him. Hehehe... Anyway I told Yee huay that it impossible between us. Hahaha...
So long never talk to wen ting, do not know how she is doing... Do not know what course my friends is taking...
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Title: I dream of him...Last night, I dream of him giving me a call. I really miss him... I heard from yee huay that david is happy at Sydney. We are happy for him too but really hope that he never go in the first place.
Tomorrow is the releasing of the result... I do not know what will happen...
Monday, February 06, 2006
Title: I am lost...Today when I woke up in the morning, the first thing that I remember is that "David have gone to Sydney". I feel so lost. I thinking of not seeing him for a long time. I told myself that he will be back. But inside of me really do not want him to go. He is the big brother for me. The one who care for me. Yesterday sitting in the mrt going home... thinking of last time david and I in the Mrt one day in sec 2... thinking of we sitting in the cinema... he laying on my shoulder... too much memories man...
Yesterday when he left the train, how much do I wish that he do not leave. I burst out of crying in the end. In the airport, I tried to control my emotions. I know that he also do not feel go seeing us crying. He is my four years best friend. How could I see him leave? I am really lost...
I wrote this post with tears flowing down.